Friday, July 8, 2011

what is my next step?

i am right now encounter the problem that usually friends will ask me.
i never think of that before.

that is,
'both of you have been together for so many years, what are you all usually talk about? is there still any topic?'
last time, i would be very proud to answer, got! still got a lot more! we talk and share anything we could.
but, how's now?
we no longer have so much to talk about it anymore.
is not i wouldn't share, is just there is someone who no longer want to be my listener.
SIGH!
is this every couple facing?
and anyone could tell me what to do?
sometimes, i do feel bored and really struggling hard inside myself that i don't know who to share with. i don't really expose myself all to friends.

i would bear in my mind that no one would want to know everything about you, so keep it to yourself, no matter is your sadness or happiness. is actually non of other people business.
AHHHH! is true!

i am wondering how would be after 10 years? 20 years?
i always wish the day would not come, i know is not a good time to me, i rather to have the world end like this without my notice. i shall be much more happier.

to those who really know me, they know, i am a silly girl because i think too much!
what i usually do when i am alone is, hide myself from anyone, crying silently. non stop thinking all those bad things and make my tears flow. that's me.

thanks for reading.

Friday, July 8, 2011

what is my next step?

i am right now encounter the problem that usually friends will ask me.
i never think of that before.

that is,
'both of you have been together for so many years, what are you all usually talk about? is there still any topic?'
last time, i would be very proud to answer, got! still got a lot more! we talk and share anything we could.
but, how's now?
we no longer have so much to talk about it anymore.
is not i wouldn't share, is just there is someone who no longer want to be my listener.
SIGH!
is this every couple facing?
and anyone could tell me what to do?
sometimes, i do feel bored and really struggling hard inside myself that i don't know who to share with. i don't really expose myself all to friends.

i would bear in my mind that no one would want to know everything about you, so keep it to yourself, no matter is your sadness or happiness. is actually non of other people business.
AHHHH! is true!

i am wondering how would be after 10 years? 20 years?
i always wish the day would not come, i know is not a good time to me, i rather to have the world end like this without my notice. i shall be much more happier.

to those who really know me, they know, i am a silly girl because i think too much!
what i usually do when i am alone is, hide myself from anyone, crying silently. non stop thinking all those bad things and make my tears flow. that's me.

thanks for reading.
 

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