Saturday, October 15, 2011

hapenningssss

i can't breath. too many things stuck in my head.
i would like to clarify that is not knowledge in my head but tons of assignment. SIGH!
i keep run away from the reality, i am still enjoying but once i think back. GG.COM

this coming Tuesday my English role play presentation.
marketing and monetary assignment is near the dead line.
next, my individual assignment, presentation again. is had been a long time for the last individual presentation.
and others more.
how should i cope with it? =(
and my Saturday class is even making me more tired.

I"M TOTALLY LOST OF MYSELF.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

那一天

曾经我对你说过那番话,也又再地请求你。
那永远对我来说都是一条疤。
每每我想起那件事,我都觉得真的很不开心。
如果那天的结局有改变,那今天的我也会有所改变。
是上天的安排?对还是错?过了要一年了,我还是不懂。
而且我很固执,执着,对某些事情放不下。

有时在想,这就是人生嘛。。。
在不同的选择里,有不同的出路。并没有说为的好或不好。

现在,我只想好好读书,谁都不想靠。

Friday, October 7, 2011

a qiuck update

today is Friday and I'm right now at Klang.
usually i should still be at KL for Saturday class but was called off for this Saturday.
i shall be super at home. a! like finally i can back to my home for rest.
unfortunately, 'he' again suddenly want to go Pangkor. not only with him, but also his parents.
u shall wonder why is it can go travel but still unhappy? i also don't know.
and again like usual i will tell my parents as well.
my dad was like seeing me with the eyes, 'again'?
mom is telling the same thing, 'good',everyday run there and here...
i have been told my mom is not my want and obviously i can't reject. =)
SO, I'm heading to Pangkor soon.

i received a letter from college yesterday.
'sorry to say that your appeal was not considered.'
i think back my program supervisor again, i hate her more than a lot.
but is still me the one never study hard.

last Wednesday, i went Times Square with fellow friends.
eating BBQ Plaza is always my favourite. i have been influence another friend again to be my gang. LOL
i would conclude my post with...

I SPENT A LOT THAT DAY.
BUT IS FUN!
=)

Friday, September 23, 2011

email

past few days, i have been sent out an email and this afternoon i received her reply.
this email is so much important to me.
i saw a few sentences from that email and i started to read.
after read it, it bother my day. i shall knew it earlier.
she totally destroy my hope, she don't even care to help me more, she is the type of everything must follow rules and regulations.
why?

i keep thinking about what else more motivate me to study hard without any scholarship.
i know is a wrong way thinking of it.

i have typed a letter.
i hope to get a 'better' reply.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

result

yes, my result was out!
i having hard feeling although i passed with flying colours. i'm truly happy. for the first time, i scored so well. i shall be proud of myself.
the problem i facing now is my scholarship gone! actually, i have been expected since i get my diploma scholarship. however, when the incident really happen, we will still upset. this is how human behave right? hoping to get this but after achieving this, u demand for higher. LOL whether is it good, is all depends.
i just need 0.0017% more cgpa to get 50% scholarship. but now, i get nothing. however, i still trying my best to appeal, although u, she, he saying this is no way. i just don't care! i wan to try it myself. i know if i never trying to find ways, i will regret one day.
not because of i have no money to pay, it just an award showing u are really studying hard. i want to be a scholar holder!

anyway, i'm super super happy with my results!!! =D
it worth =)

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

sad for a night

i'm gaining. =( which make me super upset.
i shall cut down my meals.

and tomorrow i'm going to penang, i used to love the food. haiz
i don't want to be 50, i don't want!!!

let's see how after my last penang trip before my semester starts on monday.
yes, time flies my new semester advanced diploma first year starts.
i feel extremely nervous, i'm fear of i can't handle well.
and of course, my results are coming out as well.
i'm on the edge, this time i could only rise but not drop, hopefully.

FML

early in the morning, my mood ruined!

later,
sunway piramid?
i can shopping?
penang tomorrow?

I GOT NO MOOD AT ALL!!!!

你有得决定麽?你没有选择!
这是我人生中听到最心痛的话。
我也是人,我的心是肉做的。

在这个世界上,根本不能你想怎样就怎样!
人生是现实的,你有钱就有机会说话。
依靠别人,你的一生就会给别人看扁,那你活着就没意义。

I'm totally insane right now.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

hapenningssss

i can't breath. too many things stuck in my head.
i would like to clarify that is not knowledge in my head but tons of assignment. SIGH!
i keep run away from the reality, i am still enjoying but once i think back. GG.COM

this coming Tuesday my English role play presentation.
marketing and monetary assignment is near the dead line.
next, my individual assignment, presentation again. is had been a long time for the last individual presentation.
and others more.
how should i cope with it? =(
and my Saturday class is even making me more tired.

I"M TOTALLY LOST OF MYSELF.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

那一天

曾经我对你说过那番话,也又再地请求你。
那永远对我来说都是一条疤。
每每我想起那件事,我都觉得真的很不开心。
如果那天的结局有改变,那今天的我也会有所改变。
是上天的安排?对还是错?过了要一年了,我还是不懂。
而且我很固执,执着,对某些事情放不下。

有时在想,这就是人生嘛。。。
在不同的选择里,有不同的出路。并没有说为的好或不好。

现在,我只想好好读书,谁都不想靠。

Friday, October 7, 2011

a qiuck update

today is Friday and I'm right now at Klang.
usually i should still be at KL for Saturday class but was called off for this Saturday.
i shall be super at home. a! like finally i can back to my home for rest.
unfortunately, 'he' again suddenly want to go Pangkor. not only with him, but also his parents.
u shall wonder why is it can go travel but still unhappy? i also don't know.
and again like usual i will tell my parents as well.
my dad was like seeing me with the eyes, 'again'?
mom is telling the same thing, 'good',everyday run there and here...
i have been told my mom is not my want and obviously i can't reject. =)
SO, I'm heading to Pangkor soon.

i received a letter from college yesterday.
'sorry to say that your appeal was not considered.'
i think back my program supervisor again, i hate her more than a lot.
but is still me the one never study hard.

last Wednesday, i went Times Square with fellow friends.
eating BBQ Plaza is always my favourite. i have been influence another friend again to be my gang. LOL
i would conclude my post with...

I SPENT A LOT THAT DAY.
BUT IS FUN!
=)

Friday, September 23, 2011

email

past few days, i have been sent out an email and this afternoon i received her reply.
this email is so much important to me.
i saw a few sentences from that email and i started to read.
after read it, it bother my day. i shall knew it earlier.
she totally destroy my hope, she don't even care to help me more, she is the type of everything must follow rules and regulations.
why?

i keep thinking about what else more motivate me to study hard without any scholarship.
i know is a wrong way thinking of it.

i have typed a letter.
i hope to get a 'better' reply.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

result

yes, my result was out!
i having hard feeling although i passed with flying colours. i'm truly happy. for the first time, i scored so well. i shall be proud of myself.
the problem i facing now is my scholarship gone! actually, i have been expected since i get my diploma scholarship. however, when the incident really happen, we will still upset. this is how human behave right? hoping to get this but after achieving this, u demand for higher. LOL whether is it good, is all depends.
i just need 0.0017% more cgpa to get 50% scholarship. but now, i get nothing. however, i still trying my best to appeal, although u, she, he saying this is no way. i just don't care! i wan to try it myself. i know if i never trying to find ways, i will regret one day.
not because of i have no money to pay, it just an award showing u are really studying hard. i want to be a scholar holder!

anyway, i'm super super happy with my results!!! =D
it worth =)

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

sad for a night

i'm gaining. =( which make me super upset.
i shall cut down my meals.

and tomorrow i'm going to penang, i used to love the food. haiz
i don't want to be 50, i don't want!!!

let's see how after my last penang trip before my semester starts on monday.
yes, time flies my new semester advanced diploma first year starts.
i feel extremely nervous, i'm fear of i can't handle well.
and of course, my results are coming out as well.
i'm on the edge, this time i could only rise but not drop, hopefully.

FML

early in the morning, my mood ruined!

later,
sunway piramid?
i can shopping?
penang tomorrow?

I GOT NO MOOD AT ALL!!!!

你有得决定麽?你没有选择!
这是我人生中听到最心痛的话。
我也是人,我的心是肉做的。

在这个世界上,根本不能你想怎样就怎样!
人生是现实的,你有钱就有机会说话。
依靠别人,你的一生就会给别人看扁,那你活着就没意义。

I'm totally insane right now.
 

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