sad for a night

i'm gaining. =( which make me super upset.
i shall cut down my meals.

and tomorrow i'm going to penang, i used to love the food. haiz
i don't want to be 50, i don't want!!!

let's see how after my last penang trip before my semester starts on monday.
yes, time flies my new semester advanced diploma first year starts.
i feel extremely nervous, i'm fear of i can't handle well.
and of course, my results are coming out as well.
i'm on the edge, this time i could only rise but not drop, hopefully.