the very first time

this is the first time i decorate my nail.
it take me about 2 hours to settle it.
is sound annoyed, right?
but i enjoy!
and i like it!

i couldn't drive

i want to learn, but who are willing to teach me.
i should say i want drive, who let?
no one give me chance
sometimes, you gave but your car is too stress for me.
you, him, her, them don't give me the second chance.

every week when i back to here, i deeply feel depress.
my brother just got license for 1 month but he can drive like nobody hell
he is now driving to botanic club
what i feel now no one could understand.
no one can i complain or talk to.
what i want to say is i want to drive!!

my mother also same as me last time
my dad not willing to let her drive
but then my mother's colleague taught her.
where's mine? when is him will be appeared?

know to drive is not because of playful, sometime you do need to drive!
when can i really drive?

i'm stuck

with my coursework!!! >.<

today activity day was fun but is really exhausted.
I'm totally no energy right now.
tonight i got to have a nice sleep.
hope so.

tomorrow have to start prepare for my test already.

finally got time to blog

i have a lots to say.
i hope that i can finish my long story

first of all, the very first thing i wish to do now surely is SLEEP!
guess what? I'm still at some one's house waiting for another one playing his DOTA.
isn't fair to me? human being is always selfish, so am i. i admit.
during yesterday tax lecture, she scolded her bf for going cyber cafe after class then only come to her and complain no enough time to study.
I'm thinking she is last time me. every girl should encounter it before, i guess?
suk ting, if you got see this blog, you will understand what i told you during yesterday tax lecture.
i very wish to have a healthy lifestyle! sleep early with everything settle down and eat healthy! what should i do?
obviously, I'm really bad mood right now.
I'm rather stay at house alone than sitting here during midnight
f r u s t r a t e d

is enough for that, i know is can't change for sure. nothing i can do.
yea, last week i went for bon odori the very first year.
i think I'm not going for the second time.
overall is just nice.
nice is good? or bad? i also don't know.
it was extremely crowded. a lot of people were lining up to buy Japanese food.
the most important was i have taken a lot of pictures. =)

let's talk about my tomorrow and next week schedule
this week I'm not going home again
later 8.30am is my society activity day
and I'm not going to put any alarms before i sleep later
i don't care!
Monday is my day for handling up English long report follow by my English presentation.
i feel quiet confident on this time presentation, good luck to me.
Thursday will be my financial accounting test
Friday is to handle up another assignment and i was done with it.
final is coming soon.

i haven't do my spec, I'm going back to do already.
i can't wait anymore.

do i have any choices?

i miss my family

for 2 weeks i didn't see my parents already. i really miss them badly! =(
last Sunday is Talentime Night which had prepared almost 3 months
boom! that's all everything prepared became past in only one night.
I'm thinking how can time flies so fast??

before the night, i mean during the preparation, i was thinking to give up, what the hell I'm putting so much time inside, my coursework crashed in the mean time. stress up!
but, after the event i would never regret that i joined.
is the ever best event that i gone through.
we cried, laughed and played together.

this week I'm not going back again
is because my talentime family go to Genting for celebration
i just talked with my mum and told her
she scolded me said not coming back again
perhaps she is missing me only will say so? LOL
this coming Thursday is her birthday
a simple and sweet birthday message will send to her hope that she will happy with it

today i got back my basic taxation coursework marks
is not very satisfied.
but nothing can do

and I'm right now at klang
again is not in my house but is in his house
can u imagine that you are already at klang but you can't meet your family here
is damn hard feeling i having now
i cry till my eyes are swollen and red also no use

I'm sitting people's car not mine
at the other meaning is under people
so can't voice out just can ask for permission
i understand, that's it!
i go through it by hard
i know one day i should must earn a lot of money! i don't wish to under anyone again!
the following Sundays are no longer my Sundays anymore
is not your fault, just i got no idea how to fix with it.

the first thing i want to settle is my driving skill
i must learn it by hard
and i now find someone to teach me to guide me, that is my brother

i got no mood to eat dinner with your family later.=(

what i want to say is I MISS MY FAMILY!!!!!