i couldn't drive

i want to learn, but who are willing to teach me.
i should say i want drive, who let?
no one give me chance
sometimes, you gave but your car is too stress for me.
you, him, her, them don't give me the second chance.

every week when i back to here, i deeply feel depress.
my brother just got license for 1 month but he can drive like nobody hell
he is now driving to botanic club
what i feel now no one could understand.
no one can i complain or talk to.
what i want to say is i want to drive!!

my mother also same as me last time
my dad not willing to let her drive
but then my mother's colleague taught her.
where's mine? when is him will be appeared?

know to drive is not because of playful, sometime you do need to drive!
when can i really drive?