long post

my blog have dead for weeks....

hopefully i can write a long post for now.

actually I'm quite rushing time now.
but i do have mood to write blog right now. i love leona lewis-yesterday lots!!

let me talk about today's first.
the whole morning i was in front of laptop for just trading my restaurant city ingredients, lolxxx
wasting time. my homework is undone.
i going for 2012 movie later at jj bukit tinggi, although i have watched, they bought our tickets
so just go for it la since that day i miss for in front half hours and fall asleep. haha. IS NOT A NICE MOVIE. i was disappointed!

it was just simple and simply...

i not going to write out what i did these few weeks. my life is busy!!
busy to play........
i'm worry my this semester result.

Thursday i went for 2012 movie with friends. we are late for 15 minutes to reach pavillion. never mind. but then we went wrong place. gosh!!! should be at times square!!
we are like ish!!!!
some more we bought our drinks and foods and pavillion cinema. is like what the hell we are doing!! haha. i can tell you all pavillion pop corns sucks!!
before we drove out, paid parking fees. do you know how much its cost? RM6 just for 10 minutes!
high class place~~
fun experience hahahahahaha
then we went for mamak at 3.00am
guess what? the mamak stall showing 2012 movie. speechless~~~

we celebrated sam's birthday at Tuesday.
we gave him a super big surprise, pakat with his parents. haha
we silently go in his house while that time he was playing drums and SINGING
when we have put on the candles we just bang into his music room. he was like so unbelievable that we were there. our plan is damn good! he cried.
later, we still went for pub until 3am. first time i went with friends.
the environment was not nice because we are tired.
i didn't drink.

these weeks i back home very very late or should say early morning, i don't know.
first semester, i wish to have such life style. but this semester i wish to back last time life. after study then back.
my black eye circle is terrible!! help~.~

i want to end my blog with one sentence.

I WANT TO GO FOR CLUBBING!!

a lot of stuffs is still undone yet

my blog was been cold for a long time...
due to no time and laziness, so sorry...

actually i was damn busy after my new semester was started.
the week after my semester started, i was doing a fund raising at my college for SBS night, something like a prom night.
my fund raising team-wai sek tong lost.

PROM NIGHT
DATE: 28 OF NOVEMBER
TIME: 5.30PM-9.30PM
tarcian, please come and get the tickets from me just for RM20.(included refreshment)

my first semester result was quite satisfied.
all a, just my English don't know why get b+ so sad......

today, i bought a lovely purple dress. is nice =)

i was still hunting dress with flower for that prom night.
i hope i can buy the one i love~~~

1. my foa tutorial
2. my dress
3. fill water in bottle
4. get mc from my school office
5. test on coming Thursday...

all are still pending, undone YET....

short blog ^.^

my second trip- THE FARM

during this semester break, i went for 2 trips.
luckily, i don't need to spend any at THE FARM
great!!!

at first, i really don't wish to go the trip.
i thought is sucks!!!!!!
but after i went to it, is fun!!
i really talked and played a lots with seniors
especially Adam(wise president), Yu Ern said to me: how dare you are!!
i'm lazy to said what happen there

i still prefer my genting trip.

Monday i no class. yeapee!!!

my genting trip

i'm just back from my dinner
i ate twice tonight
with my family and with my boy =)
fat fat fat fat

forget about it

let me tell you my past 3 days at genting
first day we went to snow world around 8.30pm
was a damn damn cold night inside there .....
we threw the snow ball and play a lot inside!
yong yaw's ears turned red haha!!

the next day we played in and outdoor games
i didn't play much of it may be was boring already
every time at there play the same game
most sad was i didn't manage to play the indoor bumber cars, i love it a lots!!!!!
haiz....

first night at there(Thursday), we girls went to safari disco
18 years old girls and 21 years old boys only can go in
so boys were waiting outside
it was a ladies night so was free to go in
we just went a round the disco and came out
everyone was staring at us
did you all know why?
we were wearing pyjamas there =.=
nothing fun inside there
everyone was just sitting, drinking and chatting
no one was dancing there so boring.........
but i guess if there were some dancing there will be great!!
we took photo inside to prove that we went disco before! haha

we chat every night before we slept
and now only i got to know woam cheng thought my surname was 田, i'm 程 ok?
lolxxx
we also celebrated yong yaw's birthday there
we bought a pizza rather than a cake
new idea ma
and they bought them a polo formal shirt

please yap yong yaw, stop modeling

the night before we backed, as usual we chatted in room
but then around 1.30am, we went to starbucks for fun
just me, my bf, yong yaw, evonne and poh li were there
evonne was blur blur being there haha
we played card and drinks till 3am back to hotel and sleep

still got lots lots fun at there
lazy to continue

just now before my bf sent me back, he teased me in front of my brother that i can't drive, got learned like no learned
i'm damn angry+sad but is truth
haiz
he let me drove awhile but i drove well
every time i bad mood i surely can drive pretty well
i must get scolded only i can drive well?

i don't want..........

heading to genting

i just back from kuala selangor
i went there to see a lot of monkeys
they are really just like our human- fight for food
cute and scary they will come after you if your hand got any food
and i wonder why those monkeys didn't just snatch from those food seller, do you all know why?

kuala selangor wor, you heard the place you also know usually go there eat what one la
yes, seafood again!!!!!
i'm now extremely full, see till food also scared

tomorrow i will be going genting with my bf and also some friends

byeee

my day =)

i do not have to write date and time anymore
because my bf had help me to correct it thanks much!!!!!!!

today noon actually going to have lunch with my 'ji mui'
but they put aeroplane =(
so i had my lunch at osaka with my bf's parents
i'm really sad of it

then, i went to jusco with them
his mom buy me shirts and trouser
really shy to accept it @.@
i went to the momo counter for checking the shirt i bought, the cashier girl told me so good ya bf's mom bought you shirt hehe ^^
ya, i must appreciate it
i got four mooncakes from them too........

and before i forget, i want to tell you all i ate 3 days crabsss already
high colestrol lar..........

night, i having my primary gathering at station 1
luckily they didn't put me aeroplane hahaa
but, i'm late for almost 1 hour lolxxxx
meiring, jia yen, jia ni, xin hui, wen jun, mei shen, wan tzi, wei khang, tzi kang and eric are those who are attend themselves
thank you so much to make it success
we chat for almost 1 hour like this then we back
they can't stay long

and i just know 5 of October only i start my new semester haha
still got long time to play and i want to watch a lot of movie but lack of money
pocket leaking.....

that's all la
waiting to go for my genting.....

is really so touching me!!!!!

20 September 9.50pm

before i start to write my day, i will wish to thank to bf, yi hong.
i love you so much!!!!!! you always surprising me!!! muckssssssss
last night, he didn't sleep at all and help me to decorate my blog. my blog is so sweeet now
i love it!!!!!!!!
thank you thank youuuuu

this noon i with my family went to clean our new house
we got to move soon, excited and happy
from a single storey house move to double storey house
may be to you, is nothing. but is a big deal for me.
3rd of October i will move to my new house at Botanic

around 3pm we went for our lunch then aeon
walk for around 3-4 hours, so tiring........

dinner time again, although is still full
we ate seafood with uncle

sudden my god mom called and said tomorrow going morib
haha actually i'm going too
but now cancelled
=(

good night!!

i'm happy =)

19 September 2.23pm

finally, i have decorate my blog although the skin is still sucks
next time only do lar

i love my fish so much
you guys must help me to feed them too haha

write more at my chat box too!! love so muchhhhh

erm o ya! how to make my 'satisfaction' top on my blog, buddies?

today i stay at home

18 September 1.58pm

yesterday i went for a hair cut at my bf's aunt house
nice man!!!!!! i like my hair right now lolxxx
actually was plan to go there to do rebonding
but then she said so straight already still waste money do for what? ==''
another customer also said so and added so straight later not nice>>>speechless>>>
they are right. last time i did my hair rebonding after all i still looked the same
fine!!
i think i should make my hair curly then go for rebonding again haha
stupid

today i was so 'guai' stay at home like mushroom
haha
stomach is not that feeling well the whole day

o ya finally i can use my own laptop to online at house
happy^^
don't need to wait to use computer after my brother *sien*
but i have nothing to do with my laptop =.=

this morning, someone sms told me that she want took for 5000 pieces of wo de xin ji masks
this was my first big business, man!
but don't know can deal with it or not, god bless me!!!!

HARI RAYA ADILFITRI

i change my phone number already ~~~

16 September 9.31pm

today i v my bf went for a movie 'where got ghost'
suddenly felt that watch movie very waste money may be no money already haha
and this movie was not that nice
so who those haven't watch please don't go for it
but i think you won't listen right?
then go for it ba

later we went for digi centre to change our phone number to postpaid
and finally i change my super UGLY phone number
016-2225330(new)
isn't nice?
dear friend, remember it lo

after that, we went to chi liung night market
this time we spent so little just RM10
haha is a big big joke how can we just spent it for so little?
actually was not because no money is because our purse had no small change RM50 and RM100 only so we just save it up la
lol
so pek chek you know, to spent so little at night market

chaoz

happy birthday to you!!!!

15 of September 10.41am

as usual, i will read friends' blogs before i wrote mine
my bf, wan min, li ching, beverley and see er
but sadly their blogs are updated quite slow
and their blogs background are pretty nice, not like mine =(
who can help me decorate it? please .............
wan min and li ching's blogs songs make my day feeling good
i wonder did anyone read my blog?
cham.........

and today is my very best friend, SEE ER's birthday
i can't find a friend that is better than her anymore
appreciate*****
actually wish to celebrate with her today but sadly i think i'm only the one who free
haiz.......
let me sing you a song here, hope today you will read my blog la haha
happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to see er, happy birthday to you!!!!!!!!!!
surprise for you.......
wait and see>>>

finally, my exam is over great!!!!!!!!

final destination 4

12 of September 10.57am

actually i watched it after my microeconomics exam

hmmm at 10th of September

through the photo, i think you guys can know we were watching 3D's one right?

and we two were so ss taking photo inside the cinema

but not just we two la, still got a couple also did so ....

haha

yup, you all are right

actually was not very nice because we felt dizzy when we are using that spec to watch

and the spec was so lousy, is like not nice to wear s***

anyway, i wan still enjoyed watching it

just some part of them got the 3D effect only

but my bf said was better than the 'up' 3D already lolxxxx

and the ticket was really expensive RM18/person

i think this is the last time for me to watch it already

but if next time got a better one, i still will go for it haha!!!!

you should experience it too!!!!!!

after that, i bought a little bit high heel shoes

but now i seem like not very like it haiz.........

another one better a lot but is not worth to buy, since is not Chinese new year yet

eagerly waiting for the next Chinese new year

lolxxxxxx

done!!

5 of September 2009 8.44pm

i have just reached home
and start open my computer already
is really to surf net la, tak boleh tahan!!!

this morning i went for hubungan etnik exam
actually i'm quite confident because i have read it many times
but some how life never get easy
when i started to do my essay part my brain like empty
everything have mixed up, isn't cannot read too much? lolxxx
anywhere the mcq was easy like 'chop vegetable' haha

later, i went for my hostel to get a form to pay next sem rental fees
walao, the procedure was stupid like hell
first i have to take to SAD to sign then take the approval to pay the fees at bursary finally get back to hostel office
anyway all of these i haven't do yet
pay money also need to do so many steps!!!!!!! argh!!!!

night, my bf fetch me here and there
did you know why?
haha... is to send masks to my customers
earn money sure is happy things la ^^
so everything is done, i'm happy because some of them one i have delayed very long
sorry........

thanks to kelvin, elyn and ah may
they are today receivers
haha.......
thanks for support me!!!!!!

byez........

yeahoo!!!

31 of august 2009 1.06am

few hours ago i just had my buffet steamboat and bbq at bandar baru
waoh!! is nice .....
you must try it out!!!!

me, my bf, my bro, meow, pang yang and yuvin there!!!
long time no so big gang out together already
although all are boys
rock!!!

night~~~

congratulations!!

30 august 2009 9.22am

i will be going my grandma's house again later, not only later is for every Sunday
nothing to be do at there
is damn boring

this year heard that cannot count down for merdeka
because of stupid pigs at our country are puasa and H1N1
isn't so scare of H1N1? if you for sure will get it, even you keep stay at home also will get
i believe on god arrangement........

let's goes on with my yesterday life
i went sunway piramid at noon
we line for a long long queue for DI JOE movie tickets
finally we manage to get it since the screen kept showed - few
means left few seater only la.......

i had no idea about the movie
then, my bf told me is something like power rangers
what????
i hate those cartoons a lot although i love it when i'm small
but then he keep persuade me that is very nice
but is a truth, every time he had prove to me that the movie he suggested was nice!!!!
not like me, still remember last time i suggested to watch a Korean movie
and the movie is SUCKS, the whole cinema was just we two inside

after the movie, we went for favourite 'takoyaki' stall
we miss it a lot
but then we ended up can't finish it
i had my big squid, he had his seafood

later, is my shopping time, but just awhile only because we were going to play pool
i bought a purse

then, we went for an one hour pool with his cousin
is nice to play
i think i'm addicted
** dear, don't laugh at me **
but i never like the environment
- SMOKE -

night, we ate with ah meow, pang yang and his new gf at lucky 10
i shared with my bf
they had theirs la lolxxxx
his gf was quite nice
just awhile but she can talk a lot, not like me =.=
i have to change

congrats,
pang yang had a gf, poh li had a bf
hope they will be together long long time!!!!!!!!!!


this coming Thursday i have my English exam, god bless me!!!

chaoz

funny things~~

25 of august 6.52pm

i skip my me lecturer class today
is my 1st time to skip her class
because she did finish teach already ma
people sometime will lazy too, am i right?

noon, i plan to go for bms and me tutorial class
i did go
but guess what???
i'm late
the bms class startes at 12 but then i thought is at 1
=.=
11 something i reached school but then 12 i at library read newspaper!!!
what the hell!!!!!!
the last class in this sem already but i still can't remember the time
haha.................

after all, i heard my friend told me that my tutorial paper kena snatch
i borrow to her, but then she kena snatch and my tutorial paper was inside
lolxxxxxxx

my dear cousin,
cheer up!!!
please don't sad of your phone already...........

GAMBATEH!!!!

coco's day

22 august09 9.38pm

let me update my blog awhile~~

first of all, my exam is coming soon
i have to start PIA
but will i?

talk about today***
i woke up early in the morning at 6a.m
then my bf came to fetch me to school due to today is the coco's day, we compulsory to attend for it
so, no choice, have to go.

at first, i was so angry of wake up so early to go for silly stuff
i can have a sweet time with my bed but ....

we reached there around 7.30a.m
then i went to sports complex for my table tennis
and he went to basketball court

our team is wearing green colour shirts
isn't it look bright? is ok lar .....

we lose for first few match
but then, we were all win win win at back!!!

the competition was so excited
at last, we were going for final round
which is green team vs white team
sound great for green colour right?
white is for something like ........ uhm .......

for single(man)- we lose
single(girl)- won
double(girl)- lose
double(man)-won

so have to go for mix double
the surrounding was so tension
many of eyes were just looking at four of them
and the table was at the middle where we all are surrounded them
can you guys imagine it?
we won!!!

we shout and shout for non stop
hurray!!!!
on that time, i knew that i never regret for woke up so early to come here
is worth~!

later, i went to canteen 2 to look for comtemporary dance
they were so syok sendiri
last part was to find the best dancers for girl and boy
then some of girls and boys were required to dance follow the rhythm of music
shake, jump, twist, claps and many many more
seeing them dancing, sweating, winning is a fun process
that's life!!!!

ok la
not to type much more
study come first
lolxxx

chaoz

should i change my course?

23 of july 6.20pm

i have been thinking of it few months ago, some of my classmates are planning to change too
and today finally my class rep ask some opinion from my lecturer
and guess what the lecturer is that one i hate the most! lolxx
but these two weeks he change a lot
because he knew that we are talking bad about him
somehow i can see till his disappointed face on us

just now everyone is surrounding him
the feeling is fantastic, we have not so united before

i am still struggling of my course.........

today is raining

18 of july 10.13pm

today from morning till now i was very sad
i have cried out everything that i could
but seem like can't finish
isn't because of my period?
or that is just my excuse?

yesterday i was sick badly
can't even come down from bed

if someone you care about cry in front of you, you will how?
act nothing? sad also? or just let it be lar .....

dear, how you think of our relationship today?
you always said i'm stubborn, how about you? i need an explain you also don't give then you start to shout like hell on me again
isn't i together with you is let you to shout with?
i'm tired ..................
if we are single now, there's no any problem between us now

i think you love others more than me
let me prove to you want?
1. that day at school i asked you to go zoo with me, but then how you told me? zoo again? nothing to see also. but why your cousin just asked you go then you got to go? why? why? why you always treat others better than me? i rather to be that others, you know?
2. firstly your friend want to eat at canteen 1 but then i told you earlier that i want canteen 2 you said don't want la, canteen 2 nothing to eat also. later, your friends want eat at canteen 2 but then you agree with him, may i know is why?
3. i asked you, why i always get scolded but not your friends? you told me because you love me. isn't true? then i shall be your friend, better.

still got......... and it won't last.
family and friends come first then only me right?
this world no people will love me right? i'm alone?

freedom? i don't think i need more freedom, is enough for me.

i need some tissue before i start to write a blog, always.
these days, i keep think of beer when i sad, should i drunk myself?

i want to kill account!!!!!

9 june 6.00pm

again, i'm at tarc library
these days i feel very lazy to blogging here
if really got extra time, i also will go play my facebook especially my texas poker.
i want to reach 1m ler ................... but is very hard to me

now my purpose for coming here is outside is raining already and i waiting my dear.
i so wish to play my facebook here also but don't know why i can't enter
haiz .........

today is my accounts day
account lecture and tutorial in the same day
every time after account tutorial i feel very tired
during tutorial period i feel like i'm having a war
my lecturer and tutor are same guy
i can tell you this guy are really s*cks and HAMSAP
i hate IT, not him anymore
next next week will be my account test, how can i do it?
and that fellow was telling us this test is damn tough, should i listen to him?
i think i should just read, read, read!!

what's life actually about?
i have just done my assignment then now come a test again

i was still can't enter my facebook, i want change computer, see you!!

Michael Jackson

26 june 9.31pm

today Michael Jackson had left us forever
i love his dances so much
moon walk~~

in the way back from setapak i with my bf keep listening to MJ's songs through radio
we wonder why once a famous people died, he/she will be more famous?
haha
is still a question to us

MJ died because of heart attack
so sudden, isn't it?
i thought his face destroy(drop) left meat lolxx
anyway people can't live forever, appreciate what you have now
may be i will die tomorrow
H1N1 is so dangerous now

my school got 2 people kena H1N1 already
scary
but we can't avoid it happen
our death day and time have written, can't change

tomorrow i will be meeting my wei wei and see er at kwang hua canteen day
so miss them!!!!!!!!
tomorrow will be a good day to me =)

new life

23 june 7.17pm

yesterday i was damn busy
the first time that i was so busy at setapak here
all the while i just like dreaming only

i joined the sbs swc mean i have passed the interview la
at first i kinda not wish to go because i alone get till my bf no get but then he got noticed he got till also so we just go ahead together la
the first general meeting was at yesterday 6pm till 8.30pm
my high heel shoes is not good i walked till my leg also 'tuo pi'
so pain till today also pain
this week i back klang must buy already
it was also my first time stay so late at school
all is in dark when we going back
sadly i and my bf not in a same department although we apply for the same
i got activities department and he got p&p department something like pr and publishcity
forget about it because we both really feel fun in our own department
we also got a pass by link event
like if we have general meeting how we pass the message to each other
hard to say here
but is really fun!!!!!!!!!!!
later before we back we have our dinner at TBR
guess we eat what??
yea, is my favourite NASI LEMAK!!!!!
that stall is not a normal stall
we got to queue for 10 minutes to buy for it
surprise right?
i will post my photo
i curi-curi take down haha
is quite expensive i order one plate with fried chicken no kacang and no egg is already RM4
there not only famous of nasi lemak, penang fried kuey teow also got to queue lolxx
then today only i know that the boss of that stall drive bmw
i also don't want study already go sell nasi lemak then can be so rich already
hey see er, i know you will read my blog, let's go sell together then be shopaholic help our country economy haha

today i went for tarc loan interview
actually is not interview is just like a talk with my in charge lecturer so that she can help me to obtain the tarc loan
quite nice to have a talk with her
then only i know i got to go for 2 more interviews for tarc loan =.=
after my spm, i have go for many interviews

today i also have my microeconomies test
is not that hard as i think
but i did a careless mistake
i just no write 'quantity' this word then my 2 marks fly
T.T

next week will be continue my others subject test
add oil la, shing yi!!!!!

sbs swc is the best!!!!!!!!!!

malang betul lah~~

21 june 9.49pm

today i totally so shui
from morning till night

morning i went to pasar pagi at eng ann then i go for the nearby 'kuang yuan' to buy some pens for my brother
i bought 2 pens should be RM1.80, i gave her RM5, she gave me back RM2.20 should be RM3.20 right?
my dad scolded me so careless i think this is not the first time already
i admit i'm stupid
i always no go check whether they change back me correct or not so ended up like this
don't know how much i let people cheat already =.=

noon i went to jusco with my dear to buy formal clothes for tomorrow
i went with him but i back with my uncle family with my mom due to i rushing time to subang swimming pool, he shopped alone there
but the car ticket was with me
gosh!! i at damansara highway already only i noticed it damn!
i get scolded by everyone is a must right?
haiz
so how my dear back?
he put his car there then his dad came fetch him
he also get scolded
sorry my dear, is my fault, big fault!!
I'M STUPID!!!!!!!!

so before my dinner i took the ticket to his cousin to pass to him
so shy lar ..........

should not repeat it anymore, please

quarrel

20 june 11.11am

see how nice the time i start blogging here
haha

yesterday i was doing my account and microeconomies homework
oh gosh!! that account really drive me crazy although i learned it before
feel damn annoyed + mood down
at last, i give up to continue it

for whole night he just message me for only less than 10 message
is not big case but i start to quarrel with him
i don't know lar
he keep busy busy untill i sent out the second message to him, he told me he at mamak
how you feel?
waiting is not that nice.........

after sms for awhile i closed my phone
i received a message from him then only i realize all the while i very stupid
*yes i what also no tell you but today friday right?*
i just wish to stop the phone from ringing, no outsider
haiz .......

why do you in love?

today, all of my family went out left me
i have no activities
actually i very wish to watch 3d movie aliens vs monster, have you all watch?

later i got to continue my account homework
studies is more important now
next week i having microeconomics test, luck to me =)

i so wish to shop alone right now
as long as you got money alone is not a problem right?
earn more money next time la ^^

ok la, homework calling me already
see you!!

tarc library

11 of jun 6.31pm

yeah~!
as my title, you all will know where i'm now right?
ya, correct!! TARC LIBRARY

after my class at 6pm i 'm here waiting my bf to finish his class at 6.30pm
not to wasting time sitting la haha
although now is not doing useful things also

is not bad la
i'm using computer to update my blog but surely is not my own laptop la
is from here's computer
not bad right?
at least can freely online what you want here
but beside my girl was so serious
guess what?
she is doing her assignment here
(don't think she can see till i'm typing about her here) lolxxx

first i came in i wish to go in my msn
but sadly i can't manage to sign in even though have the msn programme
i did something illegal la
i deleted the msn programme because the window can straight sign in my msn without typing my password again
no choice got to delete it or not later the next user will sign in my msn then cham lo
hope that won't have people caught me of this
GOD BLESS!!

next, i log in my friendster
can't get into also!!
don't know why
sua!!!!!!!!!!

i went for my facebook play my pet society
i trying to look around whether anyone here same as me playing facebook here haha
aha~ behind me that girl is playing too, i think she uploading some photos up there
she is left right now

ok la that's all i got to go now
or not later kena scold so pity ler ^^
i will be back here for second time =)

JAY!!

10 of jun 9.58pm

finally i knew to use '酷我音乐盒'
really very good to me

why?

- i'm not that always update with music person but at here i can get what new songs are now playing nowadays great right?
- i can easily spot my favourite singers' songs

the last part is the most exciting things!!!!!




i






can






see










JAY'S












mv








here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn nice
want try to use find me lo
haha =)))))

awhile~

5 of may 9.54 pm

as usual, i back to klang every thursday

this week is not a relax week for me
a lots of homework(account, microeconomies, english and maths)
and the heaviest homework (ASSIGNMENT)!!!!!
i do hope i can cope with it

i'm lazy enough to touch my assignment
but the end date is nearer
haiz

let's talk about my lecturer
account- damn sien guy, don't know what he is teaching also
although i learn account before but my account is that strong just like a beginning learner
omg!! let him teach i can't imagine how is my result will be. sad.
that day he was sick, but i still can't feel his illness
he is still active
i think i'm the one who sick when attend his class, gosh!!!

the other subjects' lecturers are still that good
so far so good la ^.^
hope they won't change

from the beginning i open computer, i keep telling myself is just awhile
rest awhile is good for further journey right?
but i'm in front of computer for almost 1 hour
i wasting time!!!
there's still a lot of homework waiting me

tomorrow is public holiday
no time to do my homeworks also

awhile~ awhile~awhile~
is a killer!!!!

i waiting my dear for fetching me to my 'siu mai' supper
haha ^^

hope that i can cope with it =)

happy ending~~

1 of june 10.52pm

today is as usual i went school at 8 morning
but this week start we having our tutorial class already
is not that free anymore

today 11 to 12 noon i have my 'hubungan etnik' tutorial at pa107
since my classmates not much, around 23 people so we just have 1 group of tutorial class
we can't like other courses that can choose whether to go 1 or 2 or 3 group
accept it la~~ don't need headache lolxxxxxxxxx
that tutorial room is very very cold, luckily the class is just 1 hour, thanks god!!

as i said today is the first day of tutorial class right?
but then, my lecturer start to give us assignment @@
i'm group 5 to present our assignment, good right?
two weeks later i got to hand up my assignment already
haiz
i must do it well le 40% or 30% per 100% le, is a lot!!

after class, i back to my hostel to do my things
then, i went for a shop to photocopy my offer letter
then i enter the photostat machine place
but, the aunty scolded me said cannot enter ther!!
WTF how i know? i'm new, you know?
and got a guy looking at me, damn pai sei la
all that old lady fault la!! come period meh

few moments later, i receive a message from a customer named maymay
actually my first impression on her is she is quite fierce
because last time she bought masks from me i keep delay her masks
she very angry lo, scolded me also, nevermind lo, my fault ma
but this time her message really make me very angry!!
she can't bank in and still ask me go there go here to send masks for her
i no reply her message since i don't know how
she sent me a message
'you very ma fan, you know?can't reply isn't? faster reply don't waste my time la'
WTF now is who ma fan??? waste your time? you not only wasting my time but also my phone money!! don't think buy from me then very big!!!
i very angry but can't scold her
argh!!!!!!!!!!!

my mom called me after her dinner
she asked me eat already or not ar, roommate came already or not ar
and she said my small brother miss me
haha
we talk awhile la
i very miss my home!!
homesickness
after the call i cried
be strong, sy!!

o ya today i just met my roommate
she is from kl but still stay at hostel =.=
we chat really a lot
can't type here, many la hehe

i just at maggi as my dinner
so long no eat already, the taste is nice
haha
my dear cooked for me, i xin fu le hehe=)
thanks, dear!!
after eat i washed plate lo
easy la at home also my brother cooked i wash plate
haha
i prefer wash then cook, seriously!!

happy ending, right?
although start with sad begining
is worth!!

nitez everyone~!

what is love taste?

29 of may 11.45pm

what do you LOVE?

sweet? sour? bitter? spicy? or others?
i feel it as all in above

today i busying for whole day but just back from watching terminator
i truly don't like this type of movie
after that movie, i still convince that i don't like it although is not bad haha
guess who i met after that movie?
is him, yu long i really hate to meet him at outside is really that 'shui'!!!!!!!
forget about it~~~

today noon i went out
actually is got to meet up one customer's postman haha
do you heard before of this appointment? this is my first time and is the last time
because government really very s*cks
may be there rearing too many pig already
i guess you all know what i'm talking about
will i be caught?
but ended up the postman 'fong fei kei'
i wait for one hours there!!!!!!!!!
i wont ever believe those pig anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today i quarrel with him
first time he shout at me do really sad
still remember that time he quarrel with his brother with that loud voice is same as today he shout at me
haizzzzzzzz
why will like this?
so what is love taste?
i cry a lots today, a lot
seeing many cars pass by from me, wondering why i'm not in a happy car but in a sad-ing car?????????
so many cars around me, you know?
and this is the first time he no say sorry to me, is new
should adapt to new things right?
actually just now in cinema i very wish to ask him say sorry to me but i no do till
i know she now chatting with her best friend, poh li
(as he promised just now)

T.T

cemburu ke?

today we quarrel twice in car and in his house
both reason are the same, masks business
should i give up?
better not to bother that much right?

my dad scolded me
this time really is my wrong
my family is not that rich
my dad want apply for loan from hokkien association
but today i failed to get signature from my secondary school principal
so i got to get scold
haizz
so sorry, dad
anyone know more about studies loan? is better if is 0% interest

i'm not really feeling well today may be of our quarreling
please god, i cannot fall sick

pray for me, guys
cheers!!=)

malang betul

26 of may 4.08pm

i should write it since yesterday

i almost late to class but luckily i reached there by time

after school, as usual i will wash clothes and hang outside(open air)
but then, noon like this it rain heavily since my clothes still outside there and i'm not in my hostel
haiz nevermind la what can do right? sigh
later night back home i wash all the clothes by clean water only because i really fedup to wash clothes
then, i hanging outside my room there which is not open air
so please mom who helping you wash clothes PLEASE appreciate it
i went to sleep around 12am like this

the next morning mean today la, i purposely woke up to move our clothes to open air place wish can dry faster
later i walk to school
guess what?
RAIN again!!!!!!!
gosh, speechless

so go back i wash again and now i be clever already just hang at not open air there
haha
actually i'm not that clever
today is a sunny day =.=

conclusion, all my clothes haven't dry since monday i wash it ish!!!!!!!
hope tomorrow will be dry up la

is not a good noon

23 of may 9.13pm

quite long time no blogging at here already
start to be lazy hehe
actually i'm now at klang, since thursday 5 something like this i am back to my home

i can't manage to upload my photos haizz
i also don't know why
but guys, i will try it time by time la
very sorry ^^

today noon i sat his car
we going to post parcel to one of the customer at kuantan, pahang
my feeling is not same is that complicated type

why i will say so?

let's start my stories from yesterday
he is with his gang of 'sister' go out yam cha but i no follow
then when he back he call me for several times to ask me whether want eat fried chicken or not but sadly i no notice till the phone rang T.T
sure quarrel lo
alamak, while he calling me his car back langgar till something
now the case more serious already
i no listen his phone and make his car kena knock till something
sure quarrel lo, big quarrel
haiz, i don't know what to express and say anymore because is truly my wrong
speechless @@
is really very sad and guilty.





now i at home already
feel more much better
girls like to be tham agree?

I AM FEELING F R US T R A T E D

my leg arrrrrrrrrrr

20 of may 7.28pm

thanks see er for cheering me up
but i really still cant adapt here la
hope we can go yam cha after i back to klang
tomorrow i will be back!!! haha
invisible gal, come together la ^^

today is society day, like joining to some society or clubs la
but like nothing also one
each student has to hit 2 credit hours to graduate
sure all of us need to go right?
i think i will choose sport, since our seniors are telling us sport is more easier to hit the target
gym? badminton? table tennis?
guys, any idea?

today really so tired
first we go to sports complex
later go do id card, guess what? i queue for almost 3 hours at there gosh!!!!!
then finally we have our 'breakfast' at 1 noon
i hope my weight has decrease la lolxxx
i miss bah kut teh!!!
almost everyday i'm hungry because no time to take breakfast and have to walk so far i guess got almost 5 km haha
believe me is really very tired
my leg hampir 'patah'

tomorrow still got class at morning and is start from 10 and i have to wake up at 8.30am since i don't know where is my class locate
have to walk again =.=

=)

***new

19 of may 6.20p.m

i'm now in setapak right now
just awake then start to blog again

i'm now in brand NEW condition
NEW laptop, NEW place, NEW air, NEW feeling, NEW sitting way(sit on floor), everything is NEW
beside NEW, is still NEW

sure you all will ask how is my class right?
ermmm ....................
not that fun as i think, my class is less than 20 student, gosh!!!!!!!!!
haix .........
how ler? i should find the fun for myself or not i will become dead fish haha
if my old friends are following then must be great but .................

today i wake up on 7.20 my friend called me
guess what is the call is? she want borrow cloth to wipe her place because she is just moved in =.=
alright, i also no sleep well last night, keep awake, i also don't know why
today i have class at 9 morning, actually not class la just briefing only
haha i was very sleepy in class due to not sleep well last night
i walked to school this morning which i thought my boy can fetch me
his car kena lock by his condo guard ish!!!!!!
so i have to walk or not i will be late
and i this dumby can't recognise the road to the class since yesterday my seniors had showed us lolxxx
luckily, i met pey wen we two together point here point there, then finally reach there sharply by 9a.m haha
and our seniors came in at 9.15 a.m

when i back to klang i will upload some photo to you guys, wait ya!!

take care

i'm leaving soon

18 of may 10.40am

dear friends,

i'm leaving klang soon
sure will be back once a week la lolxxx
i will miss my home very very much
hopefully i won't get homesickness lar

i'm really leaving here soon
while waiting my boy come to fetch me, i blogging at here
yesterday, i'm busy so no time to update my blog but i think i'm quite often to update it already haha ..........
after today i think i will be less blogging here anymore because i haven't buy a laptop yet!!! so sad ****
guys, i will try my best to blog lar

i saw most of people blogs will have a title which stated 'THE NIGHT BEFORE ENTERING COLLEGE' but due to last night i'm busy packing so i have no time to blog on here
later i will try to blog again when i reach there

i don't know what i feel now ==!!
sad, excited, happy, emo, ...... izit like this?
i don't know, still

ok lar,
i want to play my pet society for awhile already. last time i'm free i will play every morning but now can't already. everything is changing
see ya guys!!!
i will miss all of you!!!!!!!! muacksssss =)

what title should i give out neh?

17 of may 12.15am

hie, me here again
today i can't think out to give out what title
so sorry guys

is quite late now but i still blogging here just because i love to blog
haha
my mummy said i looked older and older days by days =.=
hope it won't be lar
please god!!!!!!!

now is midnight, i should said yesterday already not today.
erm ..........
morning? nothing special lo. wake up, eat then sit in front computer already. bad habits right? haha. no idea. nothing to do ma.
guess what i play this morning? is C.S.O boys' game ler haha
when my brother play i always said to myself i won't play la so tomboy i'm a girl la, gosh.........

noon time, my boy came but i haven't bath. omg!! i asked him to wait me bath while he waiting at car. sure get scold lar.... but this time still ok lar ... hehe
my hair is still wet and not wearing lens but wearing spec la you can imagaine how ugly am i la
as usual go out with him lo
eat with his parents at bandar baru restaurant
i felt shame la met his parents because my last blog mention about them lolxxx
ish!! go till there only know still got his brothers and cousin
damn pai sei la
thank you dear for not telling out why we are late hehe

he asked for x-men movie but i refused it. i don't know why also. ==
may be degil lo
haha me is like that one lar .........

actually i came out is to post my masks for customer but then the customer put aeroplane la no bank in today also....... gosh!!!!!!
nevermind lo
learn to forgive and forget ma

i reached home by 8pm
surprisingly, my family haven't have their dinner so i just follow along lo since i want leave klang so soon *sob sob***

tomorrow family going to see my hostel at setapak and help out to clean up
so we are discussing how to go
my dad don't know the road
i search from google for him but he is still blur-ing
zzzzzzzzzz
speechless@.@

then i online till now
msn chat, play pet society and seeing others' blogs ke poh right? lolzzz
to improve ma

sudden i receive a msn message from ts
conversation started like this
ts: your blog looked weird la
me: why?
ts: the isi kandungan is so little la, 5 minutes then kao tim a title already
me: zzzzzzz i thought apa pula??????
i am trying hard to change now la
squeezing my brain hardly
hope won't let you disappointed la
haha ..........

i think i have left out some words but nevermind la is too late for me to think. tomorrow still need to wake up early

o ya is at noon i went bukit raja jusco
i have my tea time at nyonya
last week i just back from melacca i love the nyonya food so so so so much ler
rendang chicken and cendol!!! wao, nice lar!!!!!!!!
you should try also. erm, you know klang where got that nice nyonya food? tell me ya ......
back to my tea time, guess what?
i order wrong la i have ordered abc actually i want cendol
i always mistaken so cham!!!!! but i will remember it from now, i promise.
luckily, my boy change with me
sorry lar dear, i know you like cendol also but i think you will like more to see me happy right? =)

is still left out some parts
ish!!! forget it lar...
is time to bed already, or not really like old lady already.

TS, izit long enough already?
please, i have try my very best la ......

ok la readers 12.47am now, is time for me to sleep too nitezzzz
take care guys!!!!!!!!

sorry to all of my customers

15 of may

as you all know, i selling facial masks

but currently no stock
many customers complaining
very sorry ...............

the stock keep delaying, i also don't want one, got money who don't want earn right?
haha
am i greedy?
i bet you all same to me la, want to earn more money right?

doing business, dealing, get good comments, my mood is damn good ......

but now i have to say sorry to my customers that i have no stock now

SORRY

i start to love blogging!!!

is still the same day, 11.25pm

one day i write so many blog
haha
i'm addicted on it?

today i talk less, i just thinking to write a blog on here
what happen on me?
don't like to talk, just like to write?
good or bad?

anyway, i still will continue to write
because i love it!!!!!!!

i want a date!!!

is still the same day, 11.19pm

but mood have change, happier
may be after vomit out those unhappy things
haha

back to my topic>>>
i want a date with my boy!!
but his parents keep following
how?

i have told him
am i brave?

anyone want have a date with me?
joking la ........

today's life-emo

friday(15 of may)

11.04pm right now
my blog's time got a bit mistake, i also don't know why

today i no talk much with him, moody

noon i wait my boy to fetch me go jusco to buy some stuff for staying outside next monday
p/s is not we two go only, his parents are following along
at first, we eat at sakae, i love the steam egg much, haha!!

but i not happy at all

then, we bought boaster and pillow
i'm not rich enough, so i just choose the cheap and not bad one to use

i still moody, no talk much with anyone(him and his parents)
i knew is not good to give out the sour face
but
readers, you will find out the reasons on my next article

around 6 like this, i reach home
my head is damn pain, few days already
sorry dear, let you worry me so much =)
muacksss

i rest, still pain, i vomit, ate panadol, vomit again

after dinner, i felt much better

now is 11.15pm feeling much well so can blogging at here

my boy still 'yam cha' with his gang
i so wish i have a gang like him

continue my next post~~
let's go!!

thanks guys!!

haha ...

my fear article is that good?

thanks to my boy, qs, ts and invisible girl
i will take care myself and not to feel scared anymore
(i try)

my blog is bad

i have read many of my friends' blogs

i think i'm the worst blogger
my english not good,
grammar not good, and many many more
whole blog let you all feel sick
sorry guys!!

i want to improve!!!
but i'm lazy hahahaahahahaha

i just can say friends, write more to let me read and improve!!

tears

my tears fall again ...

i'm wondering why my tears so easy get fall ...

just a song, i cry.

behind song's story>>>
this is a very old chinese song
actually i just knew it few months ago
i started to love it so much
have to listen daily, thinks of what had happen between us, and cry
but i enjoy it very much

even when i blogging, i'm still crying
sure i won't capture it down, sorry

i cry always
tears is my friends? i marry to tears at the past?????

I LOVE TO CRY

bad words!!

i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!

hey boys, what is the fun of scolding bad words?

do you think of the people around you?

give out angryness?
no other method already?

BOYS, IF YOU LOVE ME PLEASE DON'T SCOLD IT AGAIN
TQ

i'm scare

yesterday(13 of may), i register for my hostel at tarc ...

at first, i'm still very excited and happy to stay at a new environment, but then the feeling later is all differ ...
i get key, walk to my room, seeing so many parents were accompany thier children. but, where is mine?
sad enough ....

my room is just beside toilet ... i don't know whether is good or not ...
good is because i can be the first to take bath or others
bad is ....................... i think you all knoe what i meant la ...

back to home, i'm tired ...
parents scolded me ...
"everyday go out till so late back, so hiao ar!! you are a girl!"
i very angry, i just wish to throw something in my hand. but i no did it because i'm really tired ...
i always asked myself, as parents, what they had did for me for my registration at tarc???
everything is just myself doing!!
i cry at them and asked them before ...

night, on bed, i'm crying ...
i really very scare of staying at my hostel ...
noone will understand what i'm feeling right now ...
beside fear is still fear ...
my dear, where are you?

the hostel is not good as i think but is better than worst ...
haha... don't know what i'm trying to say
i start thinking ...
midnight how i go toilet alone? i think i not dare to do so ...
how to bath at there?
period pain how to settle?
wet clothes got to hang at where?
and many many more ...
i'm worry ....

my parents?
they no asked for anything ...
everything is just me the first to say out ...
but they just silent themselves ...
why???why????why???????????

I'M SCARE!!

strong relative bond

i must write it before i lost that feeling

today i went to pj, sudden the car broke down 'puk', i n my boy thought somewhere else get accident
haha, is our car spoil
this is my first experience car spoil at roadside

'I'M HOT' i said
but then he told me can u 'guai' a bit?
haiz
so disappointed
as u know, my tears drop so easily
lolxx
is past right now

later, two brothers and cousin all came over here to help out
wao!! so yeng la, so big gang around here
haha sampat!!

through here i know how strong bond between his family
i admired, i hope that one day i can have my own family like this too

HHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTT

someone outside there~~~

hi guys,

this is my first time write blog

haha may be i'm late

someone outside there laughing at me

sudden my brain is empty when i now started to write

before my mouth is like a chicken butt, can u all imagine it?

someone outside there know what i mean is true

today one of my friend have gone to matric, i miss her!!

we mix together since last two years

cry .....................................

actually i also get till matric but then i gave up

SOMEONE KNOW WHAT IS THE REASON

hope that is not wrong to give up

someone outside there same thinking as me

next week i going setapak start my new life

everything is differ from last time

this time i have to study harder to get free scholarship at all

stress out

someone outside there will accompany me along

i think i'm the worst blogger ever

someone outside there please don't laugh at me

will be update soon***