Saturday, August 14, 2010

briefly on 13/8









to thank my dear and all my beloved friends, i have to write it here as a forever memory.
i appreciate it a lot!!!!


my dear make a small birthday party for me with our gang of friends.
although i knew it early, anyway is still a surprise.
thank you so much!!
we did it at metroview space near swimming pool.
is just sharp at 12am they sang me birthday song.
and we have a little red wine that night.
i love to have apricot cake.
after that, we went BRJ mamak stall
at last i ended up miss my morning class, and the funniest thing was my tutor was also overslept. HAHAHA!!!!


after that class, my classmate called me up to meet up at pak li to celebrate my birthday.
at first i was damn reluctant to wake up, i wish to sleep more as my next class at 11
i told her don't need to have a party la, a wish will do.
she told me if I'm not going, not friend anymore.
I'm like speechless.
so my dear fetched me there
when i reached, i was damn surprise as i no thought before will be so many of people around 15 people were celebrating with me, oh gosh!
thank you so much, guys!!
and obviously this is my first time hanging out with them. love it so much =)as i always reject them. LOL
they are fun!!!!
and they are very sweet hearted, they purposely wore the 2 colours red and black to make me looked different.
however i wore purple that day, which don't seen the difference with red much
anyway, i love yours idea.
thanks again.
birthday cake section, as usual they sang me song, blow and take out one candle with mouth
and my face kena cream! chong ming ming! is she pushed my head down.
the cake is pretty nice, not sweet at all.
thanks for the day!

Friday, August 6, 2010

all in one

i am damn free right now
waiting for dinner then going Ipoh
i think i never been there before
anyway, i stay at one of my Ipoh's friend there
he is going to bring us to hunt a lot a lot of food
i hope it will be fun!

yesterday, exam time table was out.
the time table is just nice for me.
a bit rush but finish fast
got one day is for two subjects
i am not ready to start study yet
i promise to myself next week i really must must start to study already, no time!

and now is Air Asia promotion to Korea!!
my mom is actually going who knows night time is fully booked so now waiting see still got place or not
if i am in holiday that time i surely will go also =(
i am really very very wish to sit plane ar!!

i don't know how to end my blog...

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

what happen on me?

again!
my fundamentals of accounting and basic taxation test
last week fa test and just bt test was over
both of them i doing badly..

don't say i didn't study, i do study
may be not enough
but i sure before entering the class, i read through all... is ALL!!!

i don't know why
i forget the format for accounting
i didn't know that the chapter that cover in test was related to the previous chapter
so i didn't read of it!
OMG
what should i do?

both of these coursework, i don't dare to see my results.

why?????

i hope it won't happen on my final.
is coming.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

the very first time





this is the first time i decorate my nail.
it take me about 2 hours to settle it.
is sound annoyed, right?
but i enjoy!
and i like it!

i couldn't drive

i want to learn, but who are willing to teach me.
i should say i want drive, who let?
no one give me chance
sometimes, you gave but your car is too stress for me.
you, him, her, them don't give me the second chance.

every week when i back to here, i deeply feel depress.
my brother just got license for 1 month but he can drive like nobody hell
he is now driving to botanic club
what i feel now no one could understand.
no one can i complain or talk to.
what i want to say is i want to drive!!

my mother also same as me last time
my dad not willing to let her drive
but then my mother's colleague taught her.
where's mine? when is him will be appeared?

know to drive is not because of playful, sometime you do need to drive!
when can i really drive?

Saturday, July 24, 2010

i'm stuck

with my coursework!!! >.<

today activity day was fun but is really exhausted.
I'm totally no energy right now.
tonight i got to have a nice sleep.
hope so.

tomorrow have to start prepare for my test already.

finally got time to blog

i have a lots to say.
i hope that i can finish my long story

first of all, the very first thing i wish to do now surely is SLEEP!
guess what? I'm still at some one's house waiting for another one playing his DOTA.
isn't fair to me? human being is always selfish, so am i. i admit.
during yesterday tax lecture, she scolded her bf for going cyber cafe after class then only come to her and complain no enough time to study.
I'm thinking she is last time me. every girl should encounter it before, i guess?
suk ting, if you got see this blog, you will understand what i told you during yesterday tax lecture.
i very wish to have a healthy lifestyle! sleep early with everything settle down and eat healthy! what should i do?
obviously, I'm really bad mood right now.
I'm rather stay at house alone than sitting here during midnight
f r u s t r a t e d

is enough for that, i know is can't change for sure. nothing i can do.
yea, last week i went for bon odori the very first year.
i think I'm not going for the second time.
overall is just nice.
nice is good? or bad? i also don't know.
it was extremely crowded. a lot of people were lining up to buy Japanese food.
the most important was i have taken a lot of pictures. =)

let's talk about my tomorrow and next week schedule
this week I'm not going home again
later 8.30am is my society activity day
and I'm not going to put any alarms before i sleep later
i don't care!
Monday is my day for handling up English long report follow by my English presentation.
i feel quiet confident on this time presentation, good luck to me.
Thursday will be my financial accounting test
Friday is to handle up another assignment and i was done with it.
final is coming soon.

i haven't do my spec, I'm going back to do already.
i can't wait anymore.

do i have any choices?

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

i miss my family

for 2 weeks i didn't see my parents already. i really miss them badly! =(
last Sunday is Talentime Night which had prepared almost 3 months
boom! that's all everything prepared became past in only one night.
I'm thinking how can time flies so fast??

before the night, i mean during the preparation, i was thinking to give up, what the hell I'm putting so much time inside, my coursework crashed in the mean time. stress up!
but, after the event i would never regret that i joined.
is the ever best event that i gone through.
we cried, laughed and played together.

this week I'm not going back again
is because my talentime family go to Genting for celebration
i just talked with my mum and told her
she scolded me said not coming back again
perhaps she is missing me only will say so? LOL
this coming Thursday is her birthday
a simple and sweet birthday message will send to her hope that she will happy with it

today i got back my basic taxation coursework marks
is not very satisfied.
but nothing can do

and I'm right now at klang
again is not in my house but is in his house
can u imagine that you are already at klang but you can't meet your family here
is damn hard feeling i having now
i cry till my eyes are swollen and red also no use

I'm sitting people's car not mine
at the other meaning is under people
so can't voice out just can ask for permission
i understand, that's it!
i go through it by hard
i know one day i should must earn a lot of money! i don't wish to under anyone again!
the following Sundays are no longer my Sundays anymore
is not your fault, just i got no idea how to fix with it.

the first thing i want to settle is my driving skill
i must learn it by hard
and i now find someone to teach me to guide me, that is my brother

i got no mood to eat dinner with your family later.=(

what i want to say is I MISS MY FAMILY!!!!!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

crap

actually i got a lots of thing want to talk out.
but, I'm lazy.
so just let it past.
write in blog is such of keeping memory.

i think before, what is the blog actually for?
whenever you feel frustrated or happy just shout it loud
should be a privacy, right?
then, why people like to let others to see and comment?
including me. LOL

why ya???

and recently I'm busy of assignment and tt event.
i just don't wish to hold anymore things again. is tiring.

i just back from Malacca and Port Dickson.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

i'm rush

today, I'm keep rushing once i reached school
put down water and vouchers at swc room
then, activity of donation start!
anyway, i just went for DKZ.
so sorry..

I'm right now at swc room as usual when I'm free. =)

is 4.19pm right now.
i haven't eat any yet till now except water. ==

4.21pm I'm eating macD! =D

4.30pm having meeting, anyway a short meeting.

5.30pm English class.
every time during this class, i will say to myself what the hell until 7pm!!
nothing can do to change.

that's all.
I'm going down canteen to have my macD.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

漂浮----------我放下了

在外漂浮了很久。。。。
我真的很想家!!
前几天,跟妈聊了几句,就说起我没钱了,要她进钱给我,真的没想到当天下午她就进钱给我了。我真的很感动!!她还笑笑说我的户口还有钱,为什么还要进钱呢?我听了就算了。。
今天,我打给妈,我还笑着说哇,那么有效率啊??她说,怕我向大耳窿借钱。呵呵。。。

这几天,我都是在医院因为他爸动手术。没法子咯。。。
我还在医院住了一晚,还不知要住几久。。。
在这里,每天没说超过十句话,很好笑,对吧?
有时多说几句也会被骂。。。。
我真的很想回家。
每次都会写到自己流泪。。。

这几天,一直都在硬嘴的说 KFC 还有SPICY CHICKEN,我吃的是 NASI DAGANG。
我都知道 KFC 暂时没有 SPICY CHICKEN,我吃的是 NASI LEMAK。
我都不跟你吵,你要赢就给你赢吧!
我什么都不管了。。。
话也不想多说。。。

下个星期开学了,希望我真的能去上课,我不想呆在医院了。
而不是不关心。。
听你说下个星期没得去上课,我都不知该怎样。。 又吵架??
手术很成功!!=)

上个星期还刚忙了TT NIGHT 的 PNP。
一个人在跑 REFRESHMENT 的东西,THOR 去了日本。


用华语来写会觉得比较有情感,但真的很慢。。

我很闷,整天就只对着电脑。

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

freaking bored!

ya, i am extremely boring right now.
i really don't know what to do right now.
i just wish to back to my house, at least i can talk with human!
and now, i am in front of the computer for almost 4 hours, wtf?
i want pps but the Internet line keep drop, what can i say?

actually now is still holidays, but is sucks man!
have to go school to handle so much of events.
don't know what happen to the day and time, now is Wednesday 10.43pm.
when is holidays, the time flies.

tomorrow is still another unwanted day!

what should i do now?
should i sleep early? i know i couldn't.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

两天了,
我没出门,平时一天就顶不顺了。。。

可是,
最近的心情就是怪怪的。。。

明明想跟你出门,我们却在冷战中
去哪?跟谁?怎样去?都是问题。。。

突然,很想去SUNWAY LAGOON,又不知道怎样开口
总觉得你死都不认错,我的心都无法原谅你,难道要一直欧下去吗?
感情会变淡吗?

其实,IRON MAN 2 的票我都定了。。。
可是,又能怎样?

我的假期也就这样结束了。。。

很久,很久,已经没有两个人在一起手牵手的感觉了。。。
才3年,如果真的要在一起,还有很多个3年。。。不是吗?

好了,希望你能快点好起来!!!
病都是我传给你的,还害你嗮了一个早上的太阳。
不是为了带我出去,而是你可以熬夜打电脑、看PPS 。。。





就好像你的命根。。。

对不起!!

Monday, May 3, 2010

shouting

do you ever like people use shout to talk with you?

to me, you use shout.
can i know why?

"why are you so stupid? this one i 5 years old already learn."

talk softly but not use shout, can you?
i hate it so much!

today, tomorrow, tomorrow's tomorrow...
i wont talk much with you.

can i back?

to primary, again?

yesterday, i was just too boring and opened up my primary book '个人资料'
do you guys know what is it?
is a very valuable memory.

seeing everyone ambition, make me laugh the whole night.
doctor, lawyer, teacher and most funny soldier! LOL

when small, we are so naif.
but now, everything has changed.
face to the book is sucks! so how to be a doctor, lawyer and etc?

one of the most meaningful poem is
B - belajar
U - untuk
K - ke
U - universiti
yea, finally, we did it..
last time, we were so worried that we can't go for university.
but now is almost 1 year we were in.

i misssss them badly. =(
anyone of them reading my blog? i wonder...

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Bukit Cahaya




SORRY

especially u, bev, evonne, kay, chuieng, woam cheng, jia sheng, yaw, poh and chow.

Friday, April 30, 2010

i'm done with them



the last part, i cried.




i think we meet half a year. but, we still that good!





i watched it yesterday with yaw and my boy. yea, is not bad.








hooray!! finally, jay got his new album! i very like his 超人不会飞! you all must go and listen too. i think i have listen it for 100 times. lolxx...


I'm done with all of them!
and tomorrow I'm going bukit cahaya.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

hing ket grill house and herbal line

SUNDAY

actually my last sunday should be very boring due to my aunt go penang so we also didn't go swimming as usual.
but who knows my uncle called up
he asked us for a dinner at Kampung Jawa(HING KET GRILL HOUSE)
i met my secondary twins friends as well (keng how and keng yin)
damn nice all the food there, but off course the price is also very expensive!
we ate grill mutton, grill fish, grill crab and mee. all are grill.
super nice la, wei!
i want to visit once again! but this time is with my dear, ok? and also friends la.
very sad i didn't take any photos.
but, i managed to take ..........














the receipt! lol...
can you all see the top one RM40?
that is the one i said super nice grill mutton.


MONDAY

here's come my monday.
my monday wasn't blue yesterday. haha!
i went for facial wash at HERBAL LINE

step 1:
wash leg with salt water.


step 2:

smell don't know what aroma. forget. >.<


step 3:

start my facial wash! is so relaxing!!


step 4:



actually still got 2 more, but i don't know why suddenly can't upload.
is those fish very geli? just like ikan billis.
got a bit geli and 'ma pi'
it takes about 3 hours like this, is fun!
and the most important is cheap! RM50 only for student below 19.

and

TODAY

i going to have my dinner at bandar baru klang (bbq)
i believe many people have tried before, including me.
this time is don't know how many times already. uncountable! lol
i also going to buy a slipper for myself!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

holidays start!!

I'm super lazy to write blog.

just want to tell you all my 2 weeks sem break has officially started on last Thursday.
what i want to do is just play play and play. no others more. lol!!

Toy Story 1 And 2 Double Feature 3D
Date Night
The Losers
Ice Kacang Puppy Love
Being Human

i want watch all these moviesss
i know I'm a bit out.
i need RM50 to watch it all!

i want to shop as well!
blouse, slipper and bagsss!

in conclusion, I'm lack of MONEY and time.

bev is flying to Singapore. all the best to her.
not only her, many friends are away from Malaysia next year.

- the end -

Thursday, March 25, 2010

just want to update my blog reader!!
I'm as happy as him!
i know is not like a happy face, is just a smile.
smile doesn't mean happy right? i know.
but, i can't find a nice happy face so i choose this.
^.^

Saturday, March 20, 2010

3 years together then won't have problems?

who tell you?

we are just quarrel, quarrel and quarrel
every couple surely will got secret among themselves right?
why i don't?
you just tell out everything i told you to everyone. WHY?
then can i now still believe you?
i won't give you the another chance anymore..

what the hack...
that day i ask you what can i do you just didn't answer me...
what if happen again?
every month one time like period?
i got to simply let you scold?
shit la i get off then get off la...
want angry then angry...
every time i happy you sure will come out this pattern...
i have no idea why you act like this...
just can enjoy....
you ask my brothers la what i tell them fucking shit....
you know angry tulan i don't know is it?
i very good to bully is it?
you thought you are the only victim is it?
you thought i very like to get till this phone call is it?
go and use little brain and think....
i so ke poh for what.... got money earn ar?
i not enough thing fan ar?
just a simple thing you act like this....
you think so much for what?
and now is you want me get off one...
i will be get off and piss off of you! --quote by someone message--

the end**

Friday, March 19, 2010

rojak

today what i am going to post is rojak. lolxx

my 2nd semester result is released.
3a 2b but sadly cgpa drops a lot..
hope that this semester can pull it back but i know is hard for me. i like becoming stupid and more stupid already.
last Thursday i just took my PI test. 60/100 is sucks man! my classmate highest is 80/100 omg! different 20 lar, how to compare? shame.
*sigh***

o ya, last week i didn't back to klang. but i am now at klang already.
you may call me out for yam cha, friends!
i going for 'alice in the wonderland' later, actually i don't really like watch cartoon. is just like wasting time and my money.
today my classmates are also going pavillion for movie. i was damn damn sad can't join even once. because mostly every Friday i will be back to klang.
T.T

lastly, i got my post (assistant refreshment) for talentime night.
i should aim for higher level. greedy man. wakaka...

that's all for today.
see you all soon.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

my schedule

next Monday my result is coming out. omgosh! i was so stress.
DBF G1 put all their hope on me. they said I'm the only scholar in group 1 so must not lose to other groups. stressful la, friends!
I'm not that clever actually, i prefer people think that I'm stupid and lazy rather than clever and hardworking.
ai hong and kay hao are the only one you all can put hope on, but not me.
please....

next Tuesday(9/3) ti test
next Wednesday(10/3) ff test
i haven't read any yet.

next Sunday(14/3) encore actual night. finally, it comes!
follow by that, is TT night preparation.

what a rushing semester.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

要爱一个人难, 要忘记爱的人更加难

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

a brand new day

o yeah!! I'm back.

due to during CNY i'm staying at new house with no Internet. so i can't blog or even facebook.
fine. is still not that suffer for me. haha.

the first day of my CNY already happened a big case!!!
HOUSE ON FIRE
but surely is not my house lar..
is my god parents' neighbour
this is my first time experience this kind of case.
seeing my god mom busy called, knocked every neighbour door to inform that
2 ambulances came and how we swifted those cars or motorbike that parked middle of road.
everyone is capturing or video-ing or discussing

the day after his house number 35 had opened 4D (3535)
haha
non of my family members kena also.


and now i have started my 3rd semester.
today is my first week 3rd day
i no longer at business economics course anymore
i have swifted to banking and finance course

just today morning, i went for the lecture which i worry so much is actually fun!
when i reached, i just randomly choose a place to sit.
beside me that whole bunch of gang is group 1 student, same as me.
how lucky am i?
I'm so glad that i have choose the right place to sit.
this is my rest of my semester of friends.
i didn't regret at all. but, sacrifice do make. i got class at Friday until 12.
actually i can change group but friends are more important to me.
i know, once i have a bunch of nice and kind friends, my life will be much more better!
i still have to face them for 4 years, so is better for me to choose the better one.
i am still looking how is our tutorial? nice and fun, perhaps?

new day, no more regrets!!

Friday, February 12, 2010

crap

i was just back from station 1.
but i was extremely in a down mood.
i know why. but you don't.
today every of your friends also came, happy huh?
i also happy on this matter but not all.

you should happy with a small birthday cake that your brothers give you a surprise.
happy birthday, my dear!
an early wish at here first because i want to be the first one who wish you

i am an easy jealous girl, isn't every girls also like that?

i should take and put right?

tonight i will be alone in room, i will cry.
i
will.

i was very sad...

happy CNY everyone!

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

headache

tian shing yi
程馨仪


who's this? many people still don't know =.=
this is my name, everyone please remember it!
how sad if you don't really know what's your friend's name, right?
actually i am damn proud of my surname.
some day, my dad told me actually our surname is 高.
we don't know which one is correct, even my dad.
so just leave it....
高 or 程 i still love and proud of it!




my title ----- HEADACHE

this time my headache panadol can't cure me, i hope it can
after cny, i have to back to school to face reality.
business economics? banking and finance?
i still haven't decide....




i just checked my time table
for business economic no Friday class hooray!!!
for banking and finance may be got
but I'm between, so how? curious....
and my friend just told me that they are not going to change course anymore
by the way, if they are changing also not change to banking and finance.
so what am i care of?
just.................
why people are not changing, i change?
this is my problem, what for i always have this kind of stupid mind!!!!
i hate it a lot!!!!!!!!!!!




no conclusion...
should i change.....
should i stay......
and what should i do?
god, please tell me!!!




yesterday, my lovely dear bought me perfume
and is






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u




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I'm happy, dear.


thank you!


and i always love you..






Monday, February 8, 2010

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Saturday, February 6, 2010

changing

these days many things had happened.
although is not a big deal, is still a changing for me.

today or should i say now, i should be at Malacca
but sadly it is CANCELLED!
no one can go. just me and hong are free. Sigh~
i really like to travel everything even though is just in Malaysia.
but my dream never come true...
wait for the next time ba...

yesterday, we planned to go shopping but it is CANCELLED also!
the reason is because his mom leg pain so have to consult doctor at KL some more.
big Sigh~~
need to go at least 3 days... or should say until the leg is recover..
3 days~~~
today is the second day. Monday will be the third day. Tuesday his parents will ask to go excel at pj. Wednesday not enough cars. Thursday don't know how again. Friday no idea. Saturday is the night before CNY.
so when is my turn? =(
my stuff haven't buy.
i know i should not expect you to bring me here and there.

the last was just happened this morning.
between me and my mom,
"your grandfather said this year grandma not going to cook for 'chu xi ye'"
"why?"
we do know why...
stingy?
or may be health not that good anymore?
but just once a year only!
before this if my grandma cook, at least we met before CNY but now didn't, so where we meet?
i got 2 uncles and 1 aunt at my father's side.
although they all are just staying at klang or just beside my house garden, we didn't meet for 1 year.
i should say we just meet when CNY to have a visit.
just in Malaysia and we are relative but we meet in a few minutes once a year! SAD!
huge Sigh~~~

"TIME CHANGED EVERYTHING. LEARN TO ACCEPT THEN SUFFER FROM IT" - quote from Geno

how things are changing....

Thursday, February 4, 2010

5 posts

1st post

yep! i did my rebonding past 2 days.
finally, i am soooo happy!
and today is my 2nd day didn't wash hair.
yucks!!! i really can't tahan already.
but because of pretty, what can i say?
right, girls?

any difference? >.<



2nd post

yesterday evening i went for a movie 'tooth fairy' with see er and my bf.
every time before i watch a movie, i will ask myself, what is the title means? and why they named it?
anyway, tooth fairy is quite a nice and funny movie.
hah!!! after movie, we went back.
although is a short time to see you and most of the time i saw you was in the dark(cinema), is alright.
at least i know, you are living well right now.




3rd post

this coming Saturday I'm going Malacca with a whole gang of friends.
at least more than 4 la(genting), hahaha.....
shao hong, if can bring me some nice food lar. huh?




4th post

i still want to buy bags, high heel, shirt and pant! bring me shopping, dear!!!



5th post

every Chinese is waiting for CNY, right?
be patient...
if it starts, it also means is coming to the end. and my new semester coming for the following weeks.
i don't want!
and i got a very weird habit
i will always count for the next year CNY
deng deng deng...
is fall on 3rd or 4th of FEBRUARY!
haha
just for fun...

Monday, February 1, 2010

i'm sorry, dear

my schedule for this week...

Monday: botanic club with my dear (however, i ffk) so sorry

Tuesday: rebonding

Wednesday: movie

Thursday: don't know yet

Friday: don't know yet

Saturday: Malacca

i don't wish also, i just very tired.

last night i didn't sleep well. wake up at 3 something, 6 a.m

SORRY

Saturday, January 30, 2010

my holiday 1st trip

genting again! 2 days 3 night trip.
yes, every semester i surely will go there. but, still that enjoying!
li ean, me, hong and chin hoong 4 people went, but guess what?
we got 2 rooms with 6 pillows. haha! syok!!
and we didn't pay for it because our dear li ean's parents were so kind to sponsor us.
thanks!!

the first night, we watched universal soldier until 3.15a.m with our sexy senior-jeffrey.
overall the movie is not bad.
we got a lot of comment: like watching ghost movie, like watching counter strike, cod, left for death. any related to gun game. haha!
we slept at 5 something that night.

the difference this time is i didn't go for outdoor or even indoor theme park.
we went so what they called 'arcade', anyway there written fantasy world.
i don't know how much we spent but we got 1000 over tickets for playing that 2 days.
haha!!
at last we ended up changed the same things for 4 of us.
we changed 4 small cups and 5 chip colds for us and li ean's sister.

we took our lunch there before we backed.
we ate a new restaurant named teppan, i guess so.
is just like a buffet teppanyaki, we can eat how long we could. just same as at bandar baru there.
and we ate 3 hours!
the workers were like staring at us, eat la, enjoy yourselves. haha! is a teasing right?

we backed yesterday but li ean with her family still at there until today.

i enjoy it so much!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

i'm sad

i was just back from less than 2 hours walking at aeon shopping mall
just had our sake dinner there.

first i stepped in his car, he was shouting me like hell, which i was extremely hate a lot!
is my wrong, i admit
but i was cry...
i didn't talk since that.

we planned for a movie 'legion' but is full
i didn't book. is my wrong, i admit

then, i suggested how about 'fairy tale'?
you said: is that a nice show?
silent.....
early in the morning, i just waiting for the night time to watch a movie.
i prepare very early to wait.
i asked everyone i can to ask for the movie time.
i just want a movie.
i just want a movie.
i just want a movie.
any movie, include Indian movie
every time after exam i wish to watch a movie at cinema.
just sit inside i will be happy like a little girl, do you know?
at last, we didn't watch any movie.
anyone can please invite me for a movie?

after dinner, i just walked walked walked and i wish to back and blogging here. nagging here. crying here. scolding here. bull shitting here.

on the way back, I'm thinking isn't your brother told you 'legion' is nice only you will fetch me for that movie?
isn't like that?
even though is a friend told you, you choose to believe her but not me.

tomorrow we are going genting.
and i totally have zero mood.
MOODLESS

i wish to but high heels, watch and bag so much but i got no mood to buy.

are we finishing soon?

i just want a movie.


Tuesday, January 26, 2010

finally

FINALLY
..........
.........
.......
.....
....
...
..
.



my exam is over

play till maximum

enjoying my pps

watch TV

shopping

sleep

travel





anyway, i was not happy. (cry again)

Thursday, January 21, 2010

start again

yesterday after exam i went to sbs office to take for intra school course transfer
friends, i may will change my current course(business economics to banking and finance)
actually i planned to change earlier, but i scared they will drop my scholarship. at last, i keep delay delay till now.
this is the very last month for me to decide whether want change course or not.
and i had asked my programme supervisor, she told me my scholarship will still be maintain.
but, she asked me to stay, not to change course.
programme supervisor will always do so, just ignore her.

come back~~
isn't banking and finance good for me? suit to me?
till today, i have graduated almost 2 years, but i was still blur.
don't know which road should i go.
i asked hong, why don't just i go up heaven and ask what i will be few years later then i can just follow the course i should be.
why should i decide???

Saturday(its exam)
any tips?

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

boring

i am damn boring.

actually i planned not to open computer today. because tomorrow having exam..
but i really can't stand for it. at least i left 1 chapter more to go.
study makes my life super duper sucks and tasteless!

and today my brother having tuition so I'm alone at house with NOBODY

I'm extremely boring!!!!!!!

Monday, January 18, 2010

yesterday and today

yesterday>>>
i woke up at 10.30am, fetched my brother to art class then shopped at aeon.
later, fetched him back, we were going MacD for lunch
on the way, i was helping my dad to reload his phone(Celcom) as usual
BUT i reload till the limit so get bared >.<
my dad showed me his face again and my brother was there added salt and vinegar.
wanted to call to the helpline but failed.
i was so down ended up no took any burger. (is a good chance to slim down)

after lunch, my mom and me went to the whole row butik shop at bayu.
the 1st shop i entered make my whole day dizzy
at last, i bought one skinny jeans and short jeans skirt. my mom was like =.= every year buy the same.
she bought 2 shirts and 1 skirt

at 5.30pm, we went subang to swim as usual.
i ate 1 plate of nasi lemak before which made me very regret later because fat back.

after that, we went carrefour. bought our grocery.
dinner and back home. =)

today>>>
no any special
woke up, breakfast, study, facebook, sleep, study, bath, eat, study and facebook again!
haha!!!!!!

don't know later am i going for meru night market or not. surely will eat a lot, I'm hungry.
note: eat(lunch) honey star only.

Wednesday-macro exam. i am quite confident. =)))))

Thursday, January 14, 2010

my english is over

left 4 more subjects to go...

last night i was really excited until can't sleep
woke up at 2 something, 4 something, 6 something and 7 something.
haiz....
tomorrow will be my off day but have to study for IOM as well

i had my lunch 'little wok' at wangsa walk mall because today is their first day so they do have some promotion set meal. we took it.
unfortunately the services are bad, or i should not said so because it was their first day.
they all kelam kabut even cashier also bill wrong lolxxx
we are just like watching a free funny movie because a guy who are wearing quite smart walk here and there to ask whether is their meal.. and everyone was just shaking their head means 'no' la. i told them i must sit down and see that bowl of noodles were belong to who.
guess what?
actually is the manager himself said wrong about the food name so that when he served everyone said is not hers or him.
lolxxx

later, i followed my bf and his parents to his relative's shop
her baby girl keep crying when we were carrying her
i prefer baby boy, loves!

later bought ayam percik, went botanic club house and back to my own house.
finally i can rest.

o ya, after my lunch at wangsa walk mall, i bought a shirt for only RM25. =)
my joys!!

tomorrow my friends will be going shopping, i can't follow. so sad!=(

my next paper IOM -luck-

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

good luck!

yesterday was sick terrible, vomited 3 times.
feeling better now...

tomorrow i will be sitting my 1st English paper at 9a.m
so tonight i will be back to setapak in case tomorrow have to rush back

i feeling quite stress now, i have no confident on this time exam. (my own fault)

hope everything will be fine. =)

good luck to me too!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

2010

have been a long time no come up here
today is my 1st time in 2010 blogging at here
actually i got no idea what to write right now, although a lot things happened, is over.

I'm not feeling that well =(
cough, hard breathing, sneezing.
my exam is coming, this Thursday. hopefully, i will be recover soon.
i got no confident on this coming exam
i just hope i can pass all and continue to get my scholarship
after exam, i am still thinking should i come out to work? rather than everyday spending money? at least if i work, i got money to spend. should i?

next semester, i may move out from hostel.
should be a right choice!
the reason i shouldn't say it here
BLOG IS NOT PRIVACY

yesterday, he came to fetch me for a walk at meru's night market.
i ate a lot again (crab, rojak, soya, lut lut)
FAT

yesterday we quarrel again, the same matter, the same people.
again, i cried. useless.....

-blog end-


Saturday, August 14, 2010

briefly on 13/8









to thank my dear and all my beloved friends, i have to write it here as a forever memory.
i appreciate it a lot!!!!


my dear make a small birthday party for me with our gang of friends.
although i knew it early, anyway is still a surprise.
thank you so much!!
we did it at metroview space near swimming pool.
is just sharp at 12am they sang me birthday song.
and we have a little red wine that night.
i love to have apricot cake.
after that, we went BRJ mamak stall
at last i ended up miss my morning class, and the funniest thing was my tutor was also overslept. HAHAHA!!!!


after that class, my classmate called me up to meet up at pak li to celebrate my birthday.
at first i was damn reluctant to wake up, i wish to sleep more as my next class at 11
i told her don't need to have a party la, a wish will do.
she told me if I'm not going, not friend anymore.
I'm like speechless.
so my dear fetched me there
when i reached, i was damn surprise as i no thought before will be so many of people around 15 people were celebrating with me, oh gosh!
thank you so much, guys!!
and obviously this is my first time hanging out with them. love it so much =)as i always reject them. LOL
they are fun!!!!
and they are very sweet hearted, they purposely wore the 2 colours red and black to make me looked different.
however i wore purple that day, which don't seen the difference with red much
anyway, i love yours idea.
thanks again.
birthday cake section, as usual they sang me song, blow and take out one candle with mouth
and my face kena cream! chong ming ming! is she pushed my head down.
the cake is pretty nice, not sweet at all.
thanks for the day!

Friday, August 6, 2010

all in one

i am damn free right now
waiting for dinner then going Ipoh
i think i never been there before
anyway, i stay at one of my Ipoh's friend there
he is going to bring us to hunt a lot a lot of food
i hope it will be fun!

yesterday, exam time table was out.
the time table is just nice for me.
a bit rush but finish fast
got one day is for two subjects
i am not ready to start study yet
i promise to myself next week i really must must start to study already, no time!

and now is Air Asia promotion to Korea!!
my mom is actually going who knows night time is fully booked so now waiting see still got place or not
if i am in holiday that time i surely will go also =(
i am really very very wish to sit plane ar!!

i don't know how to end my blog...

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

what happen on me?

again!
my fundamentals of accounting and basic taxation test
last week fa test and just bt test was over
both of them i doing badly..

don't say i didn't study, i do study
may be not enough
but i sure before entering the class, i read through all... is ALL!!!

i don't know why
i forget the format for accounting
i didn't know that the chapter that cover in test was related to the previous chapter
so i didn't read of it!
OMG
what should i do?

both of these coursework, i don't dare to see my results.

why?????

i hope it won't happen on my final.
is coming.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

the very first time





this is the first time i decorate my nail.
it take me about 2 hours to settle it.
is sound annoyed, right?
but i enjoy!
and i like it!

i couldn't drive

i want to learn, but who are willing to teach me.
i should say i want drive, who let?
no one give me chance
sometimes, you gave but your car is too stress for me.
you, him, her, them don't give me the second chance.

every week when i back to here, i deeply feel depress.
my brother just got license for 1 month but he can drive like nobody hell
he is now driving to botanic club
what i feel now no one could understand.
no one can i complain or talk to.
what i want to say is i want to drive!!

my mother also same as me last time
my dad not willing to let her drive
but then my mother's colleague taught her.
where's mine? when is him will be appeared?

know to drive is not because of playful, sometime you do need to drive!
when can i really drive?

Saturday, July 24, 2010

i'm stuck

with my coursework!!! >.<

today activity day was fun but is really exhausted.
I'm totally no energy right now.
tonight i got to have a nice sleep.
hope so.

tomorrow have to start prepare for my test already.

finally got time to blog

i have a lots to say.
i hope that i can finish my long story

first of all, the very first thing i wish to do now surely is SLEEP!
guess what? I'm still at some one's house waiting for another one playing his DOTA.
isn't fair to me? human being is always selfish, so am i. i admit.
during yesterday tax lecture, she scolded her bf for going cyber cafe after class then only come to her and complain no enough time to study.
I'm thinking she is last time me. every girl should encounter it before, i guess?
suk ting, if you got see this blog, you will understand what i told you during yesterday tax lecture.
i very wish to have a healthy lifestyle! sleep early with everything settle down and eat healthy! what should i do?
obviously, I'm really bad mood right now.
I'm rather stay at house alone than sitting here during midnight
f r u s t r a t e d

is enough for that, i know is can't change for sure. nothing i can do.
yea, last week i went for bon odori the very first year.
i think I'm not going for the second time.
overall is just nice.
nice is good? or bad? i also don't know.
it was extremely crowded. a lot of people were lining up to buy Japanese food.
the most important was i have taken a lot of pictures. =)

let's talk about my tomorrow and next week schedule
this week I'm not going home again
later 8.30am is my society activity day
and I'm not going to put any alarms before i sleep later
i don't care!
Monday is my day for handling up English long report follow by my English presentation.
i feel quiet confident on this time presentation, good luck to me.
Thursday will be my financial accounting test
Friday is to handle up another assignment and i was done with it.
final is coming soon.

i haven't do my spec, I'm going back to do already.
i can't wait anymore.

do i have any choices?

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

i miss my family

for 2 weeks i didn't see my parents already. i really miss them badly! =(
last Sunday is Talentime Night which had prepared almost 3 months
boom! that's all everything prepared became past in only one night.
I'm thinking how can time flies so fast??

before the night, i mean during the preparation, i was thinking to give up, what the hell I'm putting so much time inside, my coursework crashed in the mean time. stress up!
but, after the event i would never regret that i joined.
is the ever best event that i gone through.
we cried, laughed and played together.

this week I'm not going back again
is because my talentime family go to Genting for celebration
i just talked with my mum and told her
she scolded me said not coming back again
perhaps she is missing me only will say so? LOL
this coming Thursday is her birthday
a simple and sweet birthday message will send to her hope that she will happy with it

today i got back my basic taxation coursework marks
is not very satisfied.
but nothing can do

and I'm right now at klang
again is not in my house but is in his house
can u imagine that you are already at klang but you can't meet your family here
is damn hard feeling i having now
i cry till my eyes are swollen and red also no use

I'm sitting people's car not mine
at the other meaning is under people
so can't voice out just can ask for permission
i understand, that's it!
i go through it by hard
i know one day i should must earn a lot of money! i don't wish to under anyone again!
the following Sundays are no longer my Sundays anymore
is not your fault, just i got no idea how to fix with it.

the first thing i want to settle is my driving skill
i must learn it by hard
and i now find someone to teach me to guide me, that is my brother

i got no mood to eat dinner with your family later.=(

what i want to say is I MISS MY FAMILY!!!!!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

crap

actually i got a lots of thing want to talk out.
but, I'm lazy.
so just let it past.
write in blog is such of keeping memory.

i think before, what is the blog actually for?
whenever you feel frustrated or happy just shout it loud
should be a privacy, right?
then, why people like to let others to see and comment?
including me. LOL

why ya???

and recently I'm busy of assignment and tt event.
i just don't wish to hold anymore things again. is tiring.

i just back from Malacca and Port Dickson.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

i'm rush

today, I'm keep rushing once i reached school
put down water and vouchers at swc room
then, activity of donation start!
anyway, i just went for DKZ.
so sorry..

I'm right now at swc room as usual when I'm free. =)

is 4.19pm right now.
i haven't eat any yet till now except water. ==

4.21pm I'm eating macD! =D

4.30pm having meeting, anyway a short meeting.

5.30pm English class.
every time during this class, i will say to myself what the hell until 7pm!!
nothing can do to change.

that's all.
I'm going down canteen to have my macD.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

漂浮----------我放下了

在外漂浮了很久。。。。
我真的很想家!!
前几天,跟妈聊了几句,就说起我没钱了,要她进钱给我,真的没想到当天下午她就进钱给我了。我真的很感动!!她还笑笑说我的户口还有钱,为什么还要进钱呢?我听了就算了。。
今天,我打给妈,我还笑着说哇,那么有效率啊??她说,怕我向大耳窿借钱。呵呵。。。

这几天,我都是在医院因为他爸动手术。没法子咯。。。
我还在医院住了一晚,还不知要住几久。。。
在这里,每天没说超过十句话,很好笑,对吧?
有时多说几句也会被骂。。。。
我真的很想回家。
每次都会写到自己流泪。。。

这几天,一直都在硬嘴的说 KFC 还有SPICY CHICKEN,我吃的是 NASI DAGANG。
我都知道 KFC 暂时没有 SPICY CHICKEN,我吃的是 NASI LEMAK。
我都不跟你吵,你要赢就给你赢吧!
我什么都不管了。。。
话也不想多说。。。

下个星期开学了,希望我真的能去上课,我不想呆在医院了。
而不是不关心。。
听你说下个星期没得去上课,我都不知该怎样。。 又吵架??
手术很成功!!=)

上个星期还刚忙了TT NIGHT 的 PNP。
一个人在跑 REFRESHMENT 的东西,THOR 去了日本。


用华语来写会觉得比较有情感,但真的很慢。。

我很闷,整天就只对着电脑。

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

freaking bored!

ya, i am extremely boring right now.
i really don't know what to do right now.
i just wish to back to my house, at least i can talk with human!
and now, i am in front of the computer for almost 4 hours, wtf?
i want pps but the Internet line keep drop, what can i say?

actually now is still holidays, but is sucks man!
have to go school to handle so much of events.
don't know what happen to the day and time, now is Wednesday 10.43pm.
when is holidays, the time flies.

tomorrow is still another unwanted day!

what should i do now?
should i sleep early? i know i couldn't.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

两天了,
我没出门,平时一天就顶不顺了。。。

可是,
最近的心情就是怪怪的。。。

明明想跟你出门,我们却在冷战中
去哪?跟谁?怎样去?都是问题。。。

突然,很想去SUNWAY LAGOON,又不知道怎样开口
总觉得你死都不认错,我的心都无法原谅你,难道要一直欧下去吗?
感情会变淡吗?

其实,IRON MAN 2 的票我都定了。。。
可是,又能怎样?

我的假期也就这样结束了。。。

很久,很久,已经没有两个人在一起手牵手的感觉了。。。
才3年,如果真的要在一起,还有很多个3年。。。不是吗?

好了,希望你能快点好起来!!!
病都是我传给你的,还害你嗮了一个早上的太阳。
不是为了带我出去,而是你可以熬夜打电脑、看PPS 。。。





就好像你的命根。。。

对不起!!

Monday, May 3, 2010

shouting

do you ever like people use shout to talk with you?

to me, you use shout.
can i know why?

"why are you so stupid? this one i 5 years old already learn."

talk softly but not use shout, can you?
i hate it so much!

today, tomorrow, tomorrow's tomorrow...
i wont talk much with you.

can i back?

to primary, again?

yesterday, i was just too boring and opened up my primary book '个人资料'
do you guys know what is it?
is a very valuable memory.

seeing everyone ambition, make me laugh the whole night.
doctor, lawyer, teacher and most funny soldier! LOL

when small, we are so naif.
but now, everything has changed.
face to the book is sucks! so how to be a doctor, lawyer and etc?

one of the most meaningful poem is
B - belajar
U - untuk
K - ke
U - universiti
yea, finally, we did it..
last time, we were so worried that we can't go for university.
but now is almost 1 year we were in.

i misssss them badly. =(
anyone of them reading my blog? i wonder...

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Bukit Cahaya




SORRY

especially u, bev, evonne, kay, chuieng, woam cheng, jia sheng, yaw, poh and chow.

Friday, April 30, 2010

i'm done with them



the last part, i cried.




i think we meet half a year. but, we still that good!





i watched it yesterday with yaw and my boy. yea, is not bad.








hooray!! finally, jay got his new album! i very like his 超人不会飞! you all must go and listen too. i think i have listen it for 100 times. lolxx...


I'm done with all of them!
and tomorrow I'm going bukit cahaya.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

hing ket grill house and herbal line

SUNDAY

actually my last sunday should be very boring due to my aunt go penang so we also didn't go swimming as usual.
but who knows my uncle called up
he asked us for a dinner at Kampung Jawa(HING KET GRILL HOUSE)
i met my secondary twins friends as well (keng how and keng yin)
damn nice all the food there, but off course the price is also very expensive!
we ate grill mutton, grill fish, grill crab and mee. all are grill.
super nice la, wei!
i want to visit once again! but this time is with my dear, ok? and also friends la.
very sad i didn't take any photos.
but, i managed to take ..........














the receipt! lol...
can you all see the top one RM40?
that is the one i said super nice grill mutton.


MONDAY

here's come my monday.
my monday wasn't blue yesterday. haha!
i went for facial wash at HERBAL LINE

step 1:
wash leg with salt water.


step 2:

smell don't know what aroma. forget. >.<


step 3:

start my facial wash! is so relaxing!!


step 4:



actually still got 2 more, but i don't know why suddenly can't upload.
is those fish very geli? just like ikan billis.
got a bit geli and 'ma pi'
it takes about 3 hours like this, is fun!
and the most important is cheap! RM50 only for student below 19.

and

TODAY

i going to have my dinner at bandar baru klang (bbq)
i believe many people have tried before, including me.
this time is don't know how many times already. uncountable! lol
i also going to buy a slipper for myself!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

holidays start!!

I'm super lazy to write blog.

just want to tell you all my 2 weeks sem break has officially started on last Thursday.
what i want to do is just play play and play. no others more. lol!!

Toy Story 1 And 2 Double Feature 3D
Date Night
The Losers
Ice Kacang Puppy Love
Being Human

i want watch all these moviesss
i know I'm a bit out.
i need RM50 to watch it all!

i want to shop as well!
blouse, slipper and bagsss!

in conclusion, I'm lack of MONEY and time.

bev is flying to Singapore. all the best to her.
not only her, many friends are away from Malaysia next year.

- the end -

Thursday, March 25, 2010

just want to update my blog reader!!
I'm as happy as him!
i know is not like a happy face, is just a smile.
smile doesn't mean happy right? i know.
but, i can't find a nice happy face so i choose this.
^.^

Saturday, March 20, 2010

3 years together then won't have problems?

who tell you?

we are just quarrel, quarrel and quarrel
every couple surely will got secret among themselves right?
why i don't?
you just tell out everything i told you to everyone. WHY?
then can i now still believe you?
i won't give you the another chance anymore..

what the hack...
that day i ask you what can i do you just didn't answer me...
what if happen again?
every month one time like period?
i got to simply let you scold?
shit la i get off then get off la...
want angry then angry...
every time i happy you sure will come out this pattern...
i have no idea why you act like this...
just can enjoy....
you ask my brothers la what i tell them fucking shit....
you know angry tulan i don't know is it?
i very good to bully is it?
you thought you are the only victim is it?
you thought i very like to get till this phone call is it?
go and use little brain and think....
i so ke poh for what.... got money earn ar?
i not enough thing fan ar?
just a simple thing you act like this....
you think so much for what?
and now is you want me get off one...
i will be get off and piss off of you! --quote by someone message--

the end**

Friday, March 19, 2010

rojak

today what i am going to post is rojak. lolxx

my 2nd semester result is released.
3a 2b but sadly cgpa drops a lot..
hope that this semester can pull it back but i know is hard for me. i like becoming stupid and more stupid already.
last Thursday i just took my PI test. 60/100 is sucks man! my classmate highest is 80/100 omg! different 20 lar, how to compare? shame.
*sigh***

o ya, last week i didn't back to klang. but i am now at klang already.
you may call me out for yam cha, friends!
i going for 'alice in the wonderland' later, actually i don't really like watch cartoon. is just like wasting time and my money.
today my classmates are also going pavillion for movie. i was damn damn sad can't join even once. because mostly every Friday i will be back to klang.
T.T

lastly, i got my post (assistant refreshment) for talentime night.
i should aim for higher level. greedy man. wakaka...

that's all for today.
see you all soon.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

my schedule

next Monday my result is coming out. omgosh! i was so stress.
DBF G1 put all their hope on me. they said I'm the only scholar in group 1 so must not lose to other groups. stressful la, friends!
I'm not that clever actually, i prefer people think that I'm stupid and lazy rather than clever and hardworking.
ai hong and kay hao are the only one you all can put hope on, but not me.
please....

next Tuesday(9/3) ti test
next Wednesday(10/3) ff test
i haven't read any yet.

next Sunday(14/3) encore actual night. finally, it comes!
follow by that, is TT night preparation.

what a rushing semester.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

要爱一个人难, 要忘记爱的人更加难

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

a brand new day

o yeah!! I'm back.

due to during CNY i'm staying at new house with no Internet. so i can't blog or even facebook.
fine. is still not that suffer for me. haha.

the first day of my CNY already happened a big case!!!
HOUSE ON FIRE
but surely is not my house lar..
is my god parents' neighbour
this is my first time experience this kind of case.
seeing my god mom busy called, knocked every neighbour door to inform that
2 ambulances came and how we swifted those cars or motorbike that parked middle of road.
everyone is capturing or video-ing or discussing

the day after his house number 35 had opened 4D (3535)
haha
non of my family members kena also.


and now i have started my 3rd semester.
today is my first week 3rd day
i no longer at business economics course anymore
i have swifted to banking and finance course

just today morning, i went for the lecture which i worry so much is actually fun!
when i reached, i just randomly choose a place to sit.
beside me that whole bunch of gang is group 1 student, same as me.
how lucky am i?
I'm so glad that i have choose the right place to sit.
this is my rest of my semester of friends.
i didn't regret at all. but, sacrifice do make. i got class at Friday until 12.
actually i can change group but friends are more important to me.
i know, once i have a bunch of nice and kind friends, my life will be much more better!
i still have to face them for 4 years, so is better for me to choose the better one.
i am still looking how is our tutorial? nice and fun, perhaps?

new day, no more regrets!!

Friday, February 12, 2010

crap

i was just back from station 1.
but i was extremely in a down mood.
i know why. but you don't.
today every of your friends also came, happy huh?
i also happy on this matter but not all.

you should happy with a small birthday cake that your brothers give you a surprise.
happy birthday, my dear!
an early wish at here first because i want to be the first one who wish you

i am an easy jealous girl, isn't every girls also like that?

i should take and put right?

tonight i will be alone in room, i will cry.
i
will.

i was very sad...

happy CNY everyone!

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

headache

tian shing yi
程馨仪


who's this? many people still don't know =.=
this is my name, everyone please remember it!
how sad if you don't really know what's your friend's name, right?
actually i am damn proud of my surname.
some day, my dad told me actually our surname is 高.
we don't know which one is correct, even my dad.
so just leave it....
高 or 程 i still love and proud of it!




my title ----- HEADACHE

this time my headache panadol can't cure me, i hope it can
after cny, i have to back to school to face reality.
business economics? banking and finance?
i still haven't decide....




i just checked my time table
for business economic no Friday class hooray!!!
for banking and finance may be got
but I'm between, so how? curious....
and my friend just told me that they are not going to change course anymore
by the way, if they are changing also not change to banking and finance.
so what am i care of?
just.................
why people are not changing, i change?
this is my problem, what for i always have this kind of stupid mind!!!!
i hate it a lot!!!!!!!!!!!




no conclusion...
should i change.....
should i stay......
and what should i do?
god, please tell me!!!




yesterday, my lovely dear bought me perfume
and is






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I'm happy, dear.


thank you!


and i always love you..






Monday, February 8, 2010

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Saturday, February 6, 2010

changing

these days many things had happened.
although is not a big deal, is still a changing for me.

today or should i say now, i should be at Malacca
but sadly it is CANCELLED!
no one can go. just me and hong are free. Sigh~
i really like to travel everything even though is just in Malaysia.
but my dream never come true...
wait for the next time ba...

yesterday, we planned to go shopping but it is CANCELLED also!
the reason is because his mom leg pain so have to consult doctor at KL some more.
big Sigh~~
need to go at least 3 days... or should say until the leg is recover..
3 days~~~
today is the second day. Monday will be the third day. Tuesday his parents will ask to go excel at pj. Wednesday not enough cars. Thursday don't know how again. Friday no idea. Saturday is the night before CNY.
so when is my turn? =(
my stuff haven't buy.
i know i should not expect you to bring me here and there.

the last was just happened this morning.
between me and my mom,
"your grandfather said this year grandma not going to cook for 'chu xi ye'"
"why?"
we do know why...
stingy?
or may be health not that good anymore?
but just once a year only!
before this if my grandma cook, at least we met before CNY but now didn't, so where we meet?
i got 2 uncles and 1 aunt at my father's side.
although they all are just staying at klang or just beside my house garden, we didn't meet for 1 year.
i should say we just meet when CNY to have a visit.
just in Malaysia and we are relative but we meet in a few minutes once a year! SAD!
huge Sigh~~~

"TIME CHANGED EVERYTHING. LEARN TO ACCEPT THEN SUFFER FROM IT" - quote from Geno

how things are changing....

Thursday, February 4, 2010

5 posts

1st post

yep! i did my rebonding past 2 days.
finally, i am soooo happy!
and today is my 2nd day didn't wash hair.
yucks!!! i really can't tahan already.
but because of pretty, what can i say?
right, girls?

any difference? >.<



2nd post

yesterday evening i went for a movie 'tooth fairy' with see er and my bf.
every time before i watch a movie, i will ask myself, what is the title means? and why they named it?
anyway, tooth fairy is quite a nice and funny movie.
hah!!! after movie, we went back.
although is a short time to see you and most of the time i saw you was in the dark(cinema), is alright.
at least i know, you are living well right now.




3rd post

this coming Saturday I'm going Malacca with a whole gang of friends.
at least more than 4 la(genting), hahaha.....
shao hong, if can bring me some nice food lar. huh?




4th post

i still want to buy bags, high heel, shirt and pant! bring me shopping, dear!!!



5th post

every Chinese is waiting for CNY, right?
be patient...
if it starts, it also means is coming to the end. and my new semester coming for the following weeks.
i don't want!
and i got a very weird habit
i will always count for the next year CNY
deng deng deng...
is fall on 3rd or 4th of FEBRUARY!
haha
just for fun...

Monday, February 1, 2010

i'm sorry, dear

my schedule for this week...

Monday: botanic club with my dear (however, i ffk) so sorry

Tuesday: rebonding

Wednesday: movie

Thursday: don't know yet

Friday: don't know yet

Saturday: Malacca

i don't wish also, i just very tired.

last night i didn't sleep well. wake up at 3 something, 6 a.m

SORRY

Saturday, January 30, 2010

my holiday 1st trip

genting again! 2 days 3 night trip.
yes, every semester i surely will go there. but, still that enjoying!
li ean, me, hong and chin hoong 4 people went, but guess what?
we got 2 rooms with 6 pillows. haha! syok!!
and we didn't pay for it because our dear li ean's parents were so kind to sponsor us.
thanks!!

the first night, we watched universal soldier until 3.15a.m with our sexy senior-jeffrey.
overall the movie is not bad.
we got a lot of comment: like watching ghost movie, like watching counter strike, cod, left for death. any related to gun game. haha!
we slept at 5 something that night.

the difference this time is i didn't go for outdoor or even indoor theme park.
we went so what they called 'arcade', anyway there written fantasy world.
i don't know how much we spent but we got 1000 over tickets for playing that 2 days.
haha!!
at last we ended up changed the same things for 4 of us.
we changed 4 small cups and 5 chip colds for us and li ean's sister.

we took our lunch there before we backed.
we ate a new restaurant named teppan, i guess so.
is just like a buffet teppanyaki, we can eat how long we could. just same as at bandar baru there.
and we ate 3 hours!
the workers were like staring at us, eat la, enjoy yourselves. haha! is a teasing right?

we backed yesterday but li ean with her family still at there until today.

i enjoy it so much!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

i'm sad

i was just back from less than 2 hours walking at aeon shopping mall
just had our sake dinner there.

first i stepped in his car, he was shouting me like hell, which i was extremely hate a lot!
is my wrong, i admit
but i was cry...
i didn't talk since that.

we planned for a movie 'legion' but is full
i didn't book. is my wrong, i admit

then, i suggested how about 'fairy tale'?
you said: is that a nice show?
silent.....
early in the morning, i just waiting for the night time to watch a movie.
i prepare very early to wait.
i asked everyone i can to ask for the movie time.
i just want a movie.
i just want a movie.
i just want a movie.
any movie, include Indian movie
every time after exam i wish to watch a movie at cinema.
just sit inside i will be happy like a little girl, do you know?
at last, we didn't watch any movie.
anyone can please invite me for a movie?

after dinner, i just walked walked walked and i wish to back and blogging here. nagging here. crying here. scolding here. bull shitting here.

on the way back, I'm thinking isn't your brother told you 'legion' is nice only you will fetch me for that movie?
isn't like that?
even though is a friend told you, you choose to believe her but not me.

tomorrow we are going genting.
and i totally have zero mood.
MOODLESS

i wish to but high heels, watch and bag so much but i got no mood to buy.

are we finishing soon?

i just want a movie.


Tuesday, January 26, 2010

finally

FINALLY
..........
.........
.......
.....
....
...
..
.



my exam is over

play till maximum

enjoying my pps

watch TV

shopping

sleep

travel





anyway, i was not happy. (cry again)

Thursday, January 21, 2010

start again

yesterday after exam i went to sbs office to take for intra school course transfer
friends, i may will change my current course(business economics to banking and finance)
actually i planned to change earlier, but i scared they will drop my scholarship. at last, i keep delay delay till now.
this is the very last month for me to decide whether want change course or not.
and i had asked my programme supervisor, she told me my scholarship will still be maintain.
but, she asked me to stay, not to change course.
programme supervisor will always do so, just ignore her.

come back~~
isn't banking and finance good for me? suit to me?
till today, i have graduated almost 2 years, but i was still blur.
don't know which road should i go.
i asked hong, why don't just i go up heaven and ask what i will be few years later then i can just follow the course i should be.
why should i decide???

Saturday(its exam)
any tips?

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

boring

i am damn boring.

actually i planned not to open computer today. because tomorrow having exam..
but i really can't stand for it. at least i left 1 chapter more to go.
study makes my life super duper sucks and tasteless!

and today my brother having tuition so I'm alone at house with NOBODY

I'm extremely boring!!!!!!!

Monday, January 18, 2010

yesterday and today

yesterday>>>
i woke up at 10.30am, fetched my brother to art class then shopped at aeon.
later, fetched him back, we were going MacD for lunch
on the way, i was helping my dad to reload his phone(Celcom) as usual
BUT i reload till the limit so get bared >.<
my dad showed me his face again and my brother was there added salt and vinegar.
wanted to call to the helpline but failed.
i was so down ended up no took any burger. (is a good chance to slim down)

after lunch, my mom and me went to the whole row butik shop at bayu.
the 1st shop i entered make my whole day dizzy
at last, i bought one skinny jeans and short jeans skirt. my mom was like =.= every year buy the same.
she bought 2 shirts and 1 skirt

at 5.30pm, we went subang to swim as usual.
i ate 1 plate of nasi lemak before which made me very regret later because fat back.

after that, we went carrefour. bought our grocery.
dinner and back home. =)

today>>>
no any special
woke up, breakfast, study, facebook, sleep, study, bath, eat, study and facebook again!
haha!!!!!!

don't know later am i going for meru night market or not. surely will eat a lot, I'm hungry.
note: eat(lunch) honey star only.

Wednesday-macro exam. i am quite confident. =)))))

Thursday, January 14, 2010

my english is over

left 4 more subjects to go...

last night i was really excited until can't sleep
woke up at 2 something, 4 something, 6 something and 7 something.
haiz....
tomorrow will be my off day but have to study for IOM as well

i had my lunch 'little wok' at wangsa walk mall because today is their first day so they do have some promotion set meal. we took it.
unfortunately the services are bad, or i should not said so because it was their first day.
they all kelam kabut even cashier also bill wrong lolxxx
we are just like watching a free funny movie because a guy who are wearing quite smart walk here and there to ask whether is their meal.. and everyone was just shaking their head means 'no' la. i told them i must sit down and see that bowl of noodles were belong to who.
guess what?
actually is the manager himself said wrong about the food name so that when he served everyone said is not hers or him.
lolxxx

later, i followed my bf and his parents to his relative's shop
her baby girl keep crying when we were carrying her
i prefer baby boy, loves!

later bought ayam percik, went botanic club house and back to my own house.
finally i can rest.

o ya, after my lunch at wangsa walk mall, i bought a shirt for only RM25. =)
my joys!!

tomorrow my friends will be going shopping, i can't follow. so sad!=(

my next paper IOM -luck-

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

good luck!

yesterday was sick terrible, vomited 3 times.
feeling better now...

tomorrow i will be sitting my 1st English paper at 9a.m
so tonight i will be back to setapak in case tomorrow have to rush back

i feeling quite stress now, i have no confident on this time exam. (my own fault)

hope everything will be fine. =)

good luck to me too!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

2010

have been a long time no come up here
today is my 1st time in 2010 blogging at here
actually i got no idea what to write right now, although a lot things happened, is over.

I'm not feeling that well =(
cough, hard breathing, sneezing.
my exam is coming, this Thursday. hopefully, i will be recover soon.
i got no confident on this coming exam
i just hope i can pass all and continue to get my scholarship
after exam, i am still thinking should i come out to work? rather than everyday spending money? at least if i work, i got money to spend. should i?

next semester, i may move out from hostel.
should be a right choice!
the reason i shouldn't say it here
BLOG IS NOT PRIVACY

yesterday, he came to fetch me for a walk at meru's night market.
i ate a lot again (crab, rojak, soya, lut lut)
FAT

yesterday we quarrel again, the same matter, the same people.
again, i cried. useless.....

-blog end-


 

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