what is love taste?

29 of may 11.45pm

what do you LOVE?

sweet? sour? bitter? spicy? or others?
i feel it as all in above

today i busying for whole day but just back from watching terminator
i truly don't like this type of movie
after that movie, i still convince that i don't like it although is not bad haha
guess who i met after that movie?
is him, yu long i really hate to meet him at outside is really that 'shui'!!!!!!!
forget about it~~~

today noon i went out
actually is got to meet up one customer's postman haha
do you heard before of this appointment? this is my first time and is the last time
because government really very s*cks
may be there rearing too many pig already
i guess you all know what i'm talking about
will i be caught?
but ended up the postman 'fong fei kei'
i wait for one hours there!!!!!!!!!
i wont ever believe those pig anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today i quarrel with him
first time he shout at me do really sad
still remember that time he quarrel with his brother with that loud voice is same as today he shout at me
haizzzzzzzz
why will like this?
so what is love taste?
i cry a lots today, a lot
seeing many cars pass by from me, wondering why i'm not in a happy car but in a sad-ing car?????????
so many cars around me, you know?
and this is the first time he no say sorry to me, is new
should adapt to new things right?
actually just now in cinema i very wish to ask him say sorry to me but i no do till
i know she now chatting with her best friend, poh li
(as he promised just now)

T.T

cemburu ke?

today we quarrel twice in car and in his house
both reason are the same, masks business
should i give up?
better not to bother that much right?

my dad scolded me
this time really is my wrong
my family is not that rich
my dad want apply for loan from hokkien association
but today i failed to get signature from my secondary school principal
so i got to get scold
haizz
so sorry, dad
anyone know more about studies loan? is better if is 0% interest

i'm not really feeling well today may be of our quarreling
please god, i cannot fall sick

pray for me, guys
cheers!!=)

malang betul

26 of may 4.08pm

i should write it since yesterday

i almost late to class but luckily i reached there by time

after school, as usual i will wash clothes and hang outside(open air)
but then, noon like this it rain heavily since my clothes still outside there and i'm not in my hostel
haiz nevermind la what can do right? sigh
later night back home i wash all the clothes by clean water only because i really fedup to wash clothes
then, i hanging outside my room there which is not open air
so please mom who helping you wash clothes PLEASE appreciate it
i went to sleep around 12am like this

the next morning mean today la, i purposely woke up to move our clothes to open air place wish can dry faster
later i walk to school
guess what?
RAIN again!!!!!!!
gosh, speechless

so go back i wash again and now i be clever already just hang at not open air there
haha
actually i'm not that clever
today is a sunny day =.=

conclusion, all my clothes haven't dry since monday i wash it ish!!!!!!!
hope tomorrow will be dry up la

is not a good noon

23 of may 9.13pm

quite long time no blogging at here already
start to be lazy hehe
actually i'm now at klang, since thursday 5 something like this i am back to my home

i can't manage to upload my photos haizz
i also don't know why
but guys, i will try it time by time la
very sorry ^^

today noon i sat his car
we going to post parcel to one of the customer at kuantan, pahang
my feeling is not same is that complicated type

why i will say so?

let's start my stories from yesterday
he is with his gang of 'sister' go out yam cha but i no follow
then when he back he call me for several times to ask me whether want eat fried chicken or not but sadly i no notice till the phone rang T.T
sure quarrel lo
alamak, while he calling me his car back langgar till something
now the case more serious already
i no listen his phone and make his car kena knock till something
sure quarrel lo, big quarrel
haiz, i don't know what to express and say anymore because is truly my wrong
speechless @@
is really very sad and guilty.





now i at home already
feel more much better
girls like to be tham agree?

I AM FEELING F R US T R A T E D

my leg arrrrrrrrrrr

20 of may 7.28pm

thanks see er for cheering me up
but i really still cant adapt here la
hope we can go yam cha after i back to klang
tomorrow i will be back!!! haha
invisible gal, come together la ^^

today is society day, like joining to some society or clubs la
but like nothing also one
each student has to hit 2 credit hours to graduate
sure all of us need to go right?
i think i will choose sport, since our seniors are telling us sport is more easier to hit the target
gym? badminton? table tennis?
guys, any idea?

today really so tired
first we go to sports complex
later go do id card, guess what? i queue for almost 3 hours at there gosh!!!!!
then finally we have our 'breakfast' at 1 noon
i hope my weight has decrease la lolxxx
i miss bah kut teh!!!
almost everyday i'm hungry because no time to take breakfast and have to walk so far i guess got almost 5 km haha
believe me is really very tired
my leg hampir 'patah'

tomorrow still got class at morning and is start from 10 and i have to wake up at 8.30am since i don't know where is my class locate
have to walk again =.=

=)

***new

19 of may 6.20p.m

i'm now in setapak right now
just awake then start to blog again

i'm now in brand NEW condition
NEW laptop, NEW place, NEW air, NEW feeling, NEW sitting way(sit on floor), everything is NEW
beside NEW, is still NEW

sure you all will ask how is my class right?
ermmm ....................
not that fun as i think, my class is less than 20 student, gosh!!!!!!!!!
haix .........
how ler? i should find the fun for myself or not i will become dead fish haha
if my old friends are following then must be great but .................

today i wake up on 7.20 my friend called me
guess what is the call is? she want borrow cloth to wipe her place because she is just moved in =.=
alright, i also no sleep well last night, keep awake, i also don't know why
today i have class at 9 morning, actually not class la just briefing only
haha i was very sleepy in class due to not sleep well last night
i walked to school this morning which i thought my boy can fetch me
his car kena lock by his condo guard ish!!!!!!
so i have to walk or not i will be late
and i this dumby can't recognise the road to the class since yesterday my seniors had showed us lolxxx
luckily, i met pey wen we two together point here point there, then finally reach there sharply by 9a.m haha
and our seniors came in at 9.15 a.m

when i back to klang i will upload some photo to you guys, wait ya!!

take care

i'm leaving soon

18 of may 10.40am

dear friends,

i'm leaving klang soon
sure will be back once a week la lolxxx
i will miss my home very very much
hopefully i won't get homesickness lar

i'm really leaving here soon
while waiting my boy come to fetch me, i blogging at here
yesterday, i'm busy so no time to update my blog but i think i'm quite often to update it already haha ..........
after today i think i will be less blogging here anymore because i haven't buy a laptop yet!!! so sad ****
guys, i will try my best to blog lar

i saw most of people blogs will have a title which stated 'THE NIGHT BEFORE ENTERING COLLEGE' but due to last night i'm busy packing so i have no time to blog on here
later i will try to blog again when i reach there

i don't know what i feel now ==!!
sad, excited, happy, emo, ...... izit like this?
i don't know, still

ok lar,
i want to play my pet society for awhile already. last time i'm free i will play every morning but now can't already. everything is changing
see ya guys!!!
i will miss all of you!!!!!!!! muacksssss =)

what title should i give out neh?

17 of may 12.15am

hie, me here again
today i can't think out to give out what title
so sorry guys

is quite late now but i still blogging here just because i love to blog
haha
my mummy said i looked older and older days by days =.=
hope it won't be lar
please god!!!!!!!

now is midnight, i should said yesterday already not today.
erm ..........
morning? nothing special lo. wake up, eat then sit in front computer already. bad habits right? haha. no idea. nothing to do ma.
guess what i play this morning? is C.S.O boys' game ler haha
when my brother play i always said to myself i won't play la so tomboy i'm a girl la, gosh.........

noon time, my boy came but i haven't bath. omg!! i asked him to wait me bath while he waiting at car. sure get scold lar.... but this time still ok lar ... hehe
my hair is still wet and not wearing lens but wearing spec la you can imagaine how ugly am i la
as usual go out with him lo
eat with his parents at bandar baru restaurant
i felt shame la met his parents because my last blog mention about them lolxxx
ish!! go till there only know still got his brothers and cousin
damn pai sei la
thank you dear for not telling out why we are late hehe

he asked for x-men movie but i refused it. i don't know why also. ==
may be degil lo
haha me is like that one lar .........

actually i came out is to post my masks for customer but then the customer put aeroplane la no bank in today also....... gosh!!!!!!
nevermind lo
learn to forgive and forget ma

i reached home by 8pm
surprisingly, my family haven't have their dinner so i just follow along lo since i want leave klang so soon *sob sob***

tomorrow family going to see my hostel at setapak and help out to clean up
so we are discussing how to go
my dad don't know the road
i search from google for him but he is still blur-ing
zzzzzzzzzz
speechless@.@

then i online till now
msn chat, play pet society and seeing others' blogs ke poh right? lolzzz
to improve ma

sudden i receive a msn message from ts
conversation started like this
ts: your blog looked weird la
me: why?
ts: the isi kandungan is so little la, 5 minutes then kao tim a title already
me: zzzzzzz i thought apa pula??????
i am trying hard to change now la
squeezing my brain hardly
hope won't let you disappointed la
haha ..........

i think i have left out some words but nevermind la is too late for me to think. tomorrow still need to wake up early

o ya is at noon i went bukit raja jusco
i have my tea time at nyonya
last week i just back from melacca i love the nyonya food so so so so much ler
rendang chicken and cendol!!! wao, nice lar!!!!!!!!
you should try also. erm, you know klang where got that nice nyonya food? tell me ya ......
back to my tea time, guess what?
i order wrong la i have ordered abc actually i want cendol
i always mistaken so cham!!!!! but i will remember it from now, i promise.
luckily, my boy change with me
sorry lar dear, i know you like cendol also but i think you will like more to see me happy right? =)

is still left out some parts
ish!!! forget it lar...
is time to bed already, or not really like old lady already.

TS, izit long enough already?
please, i have try my very best la ......

ok la readers 12.47am now, is time for me to sleep too nitezzzz
take care guys!!!!!!!!

sorry to all of my customers

15 of may

as you all know, i selling facial masks

but currently no stock
many customers complaining
very sorry ...............

the stock keep delaying, i also don't want one, got money who don't want earn right?
haha
am i greedy?
i bet you all same to me la, want to earn more money right?

doing business, dealing, get good comments, my mood is damn good ......

but now i have to say sorry to my customers that i have no stock now

SORRY

i start to love blogging!!!

is still the same day, 11.25pm

one day i write so many blog
haha
i'm addicted on it?

today i talk less, i just thinking to write a blog on here
what happen on me?
don't like to talk, just like to write?
good or bad?

anyway, i still will continue to write
because i love it!!!!!!!

i want a date!!!

is still the same day, 11.19pm

but mood have change, happier
may be after vomit out those unhappy things
haha

back to my topic>>>
i want a date with my boy!!
but his parents keep following
how?

i have told him
am i brave?

anyone want have a date with me?
joking la ........

today's life-emo

friday(15 of may)

11.04pm right now
my blog's time got a bit mistake, i also don't know why

today i no talk much with him, moody

noon i wait my boy to fetch me go jusco to buy some stuff for staying outside next monday
p/s is not we two go only, his parents are following along
at first, we eat at sakae, i love the steam egg much, haha!!

but i not happy at all

then, we bought boaster and pillow
i'm not rich enough, so i just choose the cheap and not bad one to use

i still moody, no talk much with anyone(him and his parents)
i knew is not good to give out the sour face
but
readers, you will find out the reasons on my next article

around 6 like this, i reach home
my head is damn pain, few days already
sorry dear, let you worry me so much =)
muacksss

i rest, still pain, i vomit, ate panadol, vomit again

after dinner, i felt much better

now is 11.15pm feeling much well so can blogging at here

my boy still 'yam cha' with his gang
i so wish i have a gang like him

continue my next post~~
let's go!!

thanks guys!!

haha ...

my fear article is that good?

thanks to my boy, qs, ts and invisible girl
i will take care myself and not to feel scared anymore
(i try)

my blog is bad

i have read many of my friends' blogs

i think i'm the worst blogger
my english not good,
grammar not good, and many many more
whole blog let you all feel sick
sorry guys!!

i want to improve!!!
but i'm lazy hahahaahahahaha

i just can say friends, write more to let me read and improve!!

tears

my tears fall again ...

i'm wondering why my tears so easy get fall ...

just a song, i cry.

behind song's story>>>
this is a very old chinese song
actually i just knew it few months ago
i started to love it so much
have to listen daily, thinks of what had happen between us, and cry
but i enjoy it very much

even when i blogging, i'm still crying
sure i won't capture it down, sorry

i cry always
tears is my friends? i marry to tears at the past?????

I LOVE TO CRY

bad words!!

i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!

hey boys, what is the fun of scolding bad words?

do you think of the people around you?

give out angryness?
no other method already?

BOYS, IF YOU LOVE ME PLEASE DON'T SCOLD IT AGAIN
TQ

i'm scare

yesterday(13 of may), i register for my hostel at tarc ...

at first, i'm still very excited and happy to stay at a new environment, but then the feeling later is all differ ...
i get key, walk to my room, seeing so many parents were accompany thier children. but, where is mine?
sad enough ....

my room is just beside toilet ... i don't know whether is good or not ...
good is because i can be the first to take bath or others
bad is ....................... i think you all knoe what i meant la ...

back to home, i'm tired ...
parents scolded me ...
"everyday go out till so late back, so hiao ar!! you are a girl!"
i very angry, i just wish to throw something in my hand. but i no did it because i'm really tired ...
i always asked myself, as parents, what they had did for me for my registration at tarc???
everything is just myself doing!!
i cry at them and asked them before ...

night, on bed, i'm crying ...
i really very scare of staying at my hostel ...
noone will understand what i'm feeling right now ...
beside fear is still fear ...
my dear, where are you?

the hostel is not good as i think but is better than worst ...
haha... don't know what i'm trying to say
i start thinking ...
midnight how i go toilet alone? i think i not dare to do so ...
how to bath at there?
period pain how to settle?
wet clothes got to hang at where?
and many many more ...
i'm worry ....

my parents?
they no asked for anything ...
everything is just me the first to say out ...
but they just silent themselves ...
why???why????why???????????

I'M SCARE!!

strong relative bond

i must write it before i lost that feeling

today i went to pj, sudden the car broke down 'puk', i n my boy thought somewhere else get accident
haha, is our car spoil
this is my first experience car spoil at roadside

'I'M HOT' i said
but then he told me can u 'guai' a bit?
haiz
so disappointed
as u know, my tears drop so easily
lolxx
is past right now

later, two brothers and cousin all came over here to help out
wao!! so yeng la, so big gang around here
haha sampat!!

through here i know how strong bond between his family
i admired, i hope that one day i can have my own family like this too

HHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTT

someone outside there~~~

hi guys,

this is my first time write blog

haha may be i'm late

someone outside there laughing at me

sudden my brain is empty when i now started to write

before my mouth is like a chicken butt, can u all imagine it?

someone outside there know what i mean is true

today one of my friend have gone to matric, i miss her!!

we mix together since last two years

cry .....................................

actually i also get till matric but then i gave up

SOMEONE KNOW WHAT IS THE REASON

hope that is not wrong to give up

someone outside there same thinking as me

next week i going setapak start my new life

everything is differ from last time

this time i have to study harder to get free scholarship at all

stress out

someone outside there will accompany me along

i think i'm the worst blogger ever

someone outside there please don't laugh at me

will be update soon***